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by cheetahstarddxy

by cheetahstarddxy

Just ignore me I'm just putting my thoughts down to clear my head before I hurt myself ))

I've always been told how I'm feeling I've always been told that I'm not upset and the devil places games with me ....

I've been told how my health is

I've been fucking told what kind of person I'm suppose to be all my life

And I'm sick of it

I take the blame for things I didn't do just to avoid a fight

I do things I don't want to, to please others because I'm. The one in the wrong if I don't

I have to pretend everyday I'm okay! Because crying is a weakness!

I'm just so fucking tried I dunno what to do anymore

I don't know ....

I just don't fucking know

Cause I'm told I have a choice but yet I'm always getting that fucking taking away form me!

Know that's affecting my relationship because now I can't even talk to a person who loves and cares about me and who will listen!

Because I'm afraid to open my mouth and speak up

That hurts and I'm tired

((Sorry guys but I really just had to get this off my chest before I did something