Dear diary,
This is my first diary and i don't really know what to write in here.. so imma introduce myself:
hi, my name is sydney but everyone calls me syd, i am a 15 yo ginger and I'm a normal girl.. Well at least that's what I taught until last night when it first happened.
i was just picking my outfit for today when I looked in the mirror and saw a woman silhouette behind me. I got so scared but then I realized I was high so maybe it was just in my head.
my family is terrible. I love them all but they are just... different. my mom is 42 years old, shes doesn't really have a job at the moment because shes at a rehab since last summer. My dad is a police officer and hes an alcoholic. I have a brother, hes a dickhead but hes kinda cool for an 11 yo. I had a big sister too but she commited suicide when she was 20 at a mental hospital. I kinda miss her but because she died I had an excuse to get a dog, her name is cannabis and shes 5. I think that's all. Imma put the date too: 23.01.2000
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