Killers can't love

Chapter 21 [part 2/2]

~Hayley's POV~

Jeff smiled and pinned me down to the ground. I screamed for help. Then i remembered what happened in ben's room, but the words Jane wrote still flashed in my head. I couldn't decide to pretend or to just be me and give up because i could never actually understand. Thoughts puzzled in my mind and I began to laugh a little. "She's wrong." I murmered quietly as Jeff laughed in my face. "W-What?!" Jeff said in laughter. "SHE'S WRONG" I screamed shoving him so far off of me he pratically flew across the room. I laughed so hard my back arched up and i fell again landing on the hard floor. I stood up and walked over to him. I sat on his stomach and grabbed his face. "H-HOW DID YOU BECOME THE WAY YOU ARE?" I demanded. Tears began to stream down my face. Jeff was still out of his mind. He looked at me. "M-My skin was burned by bleach. I-I-I cut my own lips and burned my eyelids to be even more bEAUTIFUL!"He laughed that phsyco laugh of his. I stood up. He rolled around on the floor laughing. I dug threw the kitched drawers finding a knife and a lighter. I grabbed bleach and walked myself up the stairs, still crying, but laughing as well. Jeff looked at me and laughed harder. I locked myself in Jeff's bathroom and looked in the mirror. I dug threw his things seeing there was a deep conditioner. "This should do it" I whispered. I put my hair up and removed my clothes. I steped in the tub and began to pour the bleach on myself. I screamed as the bleach soaked into my skin. i fell on the floor and gripped the bathroom rug. Tears flowed down my face as i opened my eyes. I wet my hair in the tub and began to deep condition my hair. The blonde was leaving my hair to reveal my naturally black hair. i put my clothes back on examining my skin. It was white, and had a rough texture. Jeff began to beat on the door. He was lucid again. I took the lighter and burned my eye lids off. I shivered. "One thing left..." I whispered. I grabbed the knife and winced as i cut my cheeks into a smile. I stood up and looked in the mirror. "Oh god." i whispered. "What have i DONEEE?!" I began to scream and cry. There was no laughing. There was no phsyco whispers. Just crying. I cried so hard i couldn't breathe, and then i cried more.