Yea... that's when I left. I wasn't fixing to deal with that. I left and went back to my house, made myself popcorn and watched movies till I actually had no more movies to watch.
**
The whole day I did absolutely nothing. A part of me wishes that I walked up to him and just act like nothing happened, or call him out for his flaws. But I played it 'safe.' Gosh how can he easily move on, while I'm still sitting here, still alone and watching fucking movies.
**
Well more hours later and there was a knock on my door. I walked to the door and opened it. "Why weren't you a school" Joliana said. "I didn't feel like going" I said. "Well you could've at least told me. Are you sick or something" she said. I shook my head no and said "no. I'm not sick." "Good. This Friday. The boys are throwing a party. Can you go with me" she said. I laughed and said "only if you come inside and hang out with me." She laughed and walked inside.
**
It's now Friday, the day of the party and I'm some what excited. Me and Jaden haven't talked nor touch shoulders and I absolutely hate this but I don't show it. I still act myself and honestly I feel like I'm getting over him. I got ready for school and threw on...
I did my hair and makeup then grabbed my bags and headed out. When I got to school I walked up to everyone and said hi. "You look good Harley" Bryce said. I smiled and said "thanks, not so bad yourself." He smiled and we all started talking and Jaden walked up. We met eye contact and it was like we were talking without our lips. The second my eyes trailed to my lips it was like a waterfall of emotions. I didn't know how or what to feel. I slightly smiled and looked at Jolianna and she looked at Jaden with a confused look.
"Are you two a thing" she asked me. I shook my head no and said "no I thought he had a girl?" "Oh, I don't know" she said. "Yea.. plus why would anyone be with me. Out of everyone in this school" I said. "Not me fixing to slap you" she said. "Not me leaving" I said scooting away from her. We laughed and the bell rang.
**
The school day ended and all the boys and girls are flipping out about this stupid party the boys are throwing. I told Joliana that she had to pick me up cause I didn't exactly know where it's being thrown. I went home and got ready for the party.
Once I was all ready I called Jolianna and she said she was on her way. It's been a while since I've been to a party. But as you know, nothing good happens at a party. Once she was here, I got in the car and we headed down to the party.
We arrived and walked in and it reeked of alcohol and weed. As almost every party does. She dragged me to the kitchen and met up with Blake. He handed us drinks in a red cup and we drank.
Several drinks that I shouldn't have drank later, I was drunk but not wasted. Though, I was drunk enough not to remember anything I do. I saw Jaden, or who I thought was Jaden walk through the front door. My vision was slightly blurred. But all I know is that I'm very drunk and I like him. I started walking over to him as if I haven't takin a sip of anything and when I walked up to someone who clearly wasn't Jaden i looked at them and smiled. "Hi" I said. "Hello" this random guy said. "Do you know Jaden" I asked. "Uh, him over there" he asked. I looked at where he was pointing and I do believe it was Jaden.
I walked over to him and tapped his shoulder and he turned around and it was Jaden. I smiled and said "hiiii Jaden." He looked at me and leaned in and sniffed me. "What are you doing" I asked as I slightly laughed. "Your drunk, aren't you" he asked. "What, me? No, never" I said. He made a 'really' face and said "ya right." I smiled and bit my lip and I put my hand on his shoulder and sighed. I put my arms around his neck and smiled. "I wanna have some fun. This party is boring. Can we have fun Jaden? Please" I said.
He smiled as he looked to the side trying to not show he was smiling, and put his hand on my cheek and said "really? Now?" "Yesss, I'm bored and I miss you, like a lot" I said. I know that I'm not going to remember any of this later but oh well. This girl walked up to us and said "what the fuck? Who is she Jaden?" I took my arms away from him as I stepped back and looked at Jaden who looked back between me and the girl. "Ok. Fine. I'll be in the kitchen" I said holding my hands up rolling my eyes.
I smiled as I walked to the kitchen and made more drinks. Yes, more. The rest was a blur, but I do remember hands going to my hips and a pair of lips going to my neck. They lifted there head and turned me around to face them and I saw Jaden. I smiled and placed my lips on his..... and that's when things went to black. A blur, like a faded memory. Almost as if you know what happened next, yet you don't remember.
The next morning I woke up, I'm nothing but my underwear, laying in a random bed in a random house, with the one and only Jaden Hossler's arms wrapped around me and his head buried in my neck. I was comfortable and warm, kinda didn't want to get up. I turned over to where I was facing him and he slightly pecked my lips and said "good morning." I chuckled and said "good morning." He laid on his back and honestly at first I thought that maybe he thought that I was his little girlfriend that he's been talking to but he looked at me and stood up and put on his close and said "do you need help waking." With a stupid little smile on his face. I stood up and said "no. I don't need you." In a cute tired, groggy voice. I put on my clothes and honestly everything started coming back. Like all the memories. How could I ever forgive him?
