A/n sorry I haven't updated in a while BUT I will be added the last couple chapters over the next few weeks. Okk byeeee
A quiet Friday. A little to quiet. Haven't gotten a text from Jaden. He hasn't arrived at my house and barged in, nothing. I had on a pink tank top and black/ white stripped pants.
I fell asleep on the couch out of complete boredom and started dreaming about the one thing I really shouldn't have been dreaming about. I dreamt that Jaden was Josh in the classroom. And that we were alone and I could scream as loud as I want. Yet in my sleep I was quietly moaning his name. I felt hands go on my thigh, run up to my boobs, and lightly squeezed them. "Jaden" I moaned and heard a quiet chuckle. Someone put there hands on my thighs, lifted them up around their torso as they started kissing my neck. I slightly opened my eyes awakening out of my dream and saw Jaden.
I breathlessly moaned shocked that he was actually there. In pleasure as he was sucking and slightly nibbling on my sweet spot. "I have you wrapped around my finger and you know it, don't you" he said. I moaned through my lips that were locked between my teeth.
JADENS POV
This girl knows how to make me mad. She knows what pisses me off and she knows what I like. And yet she never tells me to stop, she lets me do what I want. That's why I can't really do this any more. Not to her at least. I mean at first I wanted it to be like all the others. But I caught feelings and kept coming back. I'm not good at these things. I don't know what to do. I stopped what I was doing and sat up. She looked at me and whined slightly. I picked her up and carried her to her room and placed her on the bed and laid next to her. She straddled my lap and said "ya your right. I'm wrapped around your finger. And I hate it. But fuck do I love your touch." She took off her top and I would usually love this and would take control and be dominant but I didn't want her to stop, so I let her be dominant. For the most part. Once we had both reached out highs and were laying there, I didn't know what to do.
Get up and leave. Stay and talk, like I didn't know what to do. I sat up and scooted back and she said "wow for once you actually stay five seconds later after fucking me." Not going to lie, the statement kinda pissed me off. "Really" I said in a annoyed tone. "Yea. I know right shocking" she said. "Is it really that hard for you to think that maybe I'd like to stay with you" I said. "Kinda. You always just fuck me than leave" she said. "Well I'm not like that" I said. "Oh really, why the sudden change. You don't like fucking with me cause you found someone new" she said, crossing her arms standing up and putting on her clothes.
"What the fuck. You know fine. If you think that I'm oh so bad then maybe I am. Maybe I don't want nothing to do with you anymore" I said getting up and putting on my clothes. She was just standing there with her arms crossed clear as day cold from how cold it was getting outside. I looked at her, so wishing I didn't just say what I just said, yet I let my anger take over. It looked as if tears were welling up in her eyes and what did I do? I walked out of the house like a moron.
I was for sure ready to die by Jolianna on Monday. There is no way that she still wouldn't tell her. I got in my car and just sat there. Processing everything thing I just did. I yelled, started hitting my stirring wheel, and freaking out. And I just snapped. And went to someone's house not to do anything but just to calm down.
MY POV
There I watched him walk away. Yet this time crying at the words that just left his mouth before he left. Though I don't really know why I'm crying. I got what I wanted, for him to leave and be done with me. Yet, I wasn't ready. I, still wanted him. Fuck me and catching feeling way to easily. I knew it was only for sex and now that he fulfilled his needs he doesn't want or need me anymore. I wanted to call Jolianna and tell her oh so badly, yet I couldn't bring myself to do it. I just couldn't.
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About a week had past and its now Wednesday and I haven't seen Jaden in over a week. I put on a mint green sweatshirt and black leggings and white shoes. I'd figure that maybe he'd be like me and feel like the playing around shit has to stop, I haven't talked look or bumped into one of his friends, At all.
I drove myself to school today. Since everyone was busy driving. I don't like driving, and I'm kinda scared of driving cause that's how my parents died a long time ago. And my aunt who was my Guardian moved when I was old enough to take care of my own stuff. Though she does help pay for the house and food and stuff. When I got to school I saw Joliana talking to all the boys and Jaden had his arm wrapped around this girl, now this may seem creepy just I just stood there and looked at all
Of them.
The temptation to drive away from this hell hole was high. I saw her look up and fucking kiss him.....
