Whisper of the Heart

CHAPTER THREE

It's been 2 years already, yet my heart still shouts for your name. I don't want to see you with somebody else yet you have chosen your own fate. I'm happy for you, for your own happiness. While I'm here, suffering alone.

FLASHBACK (03)

Today is Haru's birthday. I'm so excited 'cause his mom is now in Korea to celebrate his birthday. She's a doctor in Japan and her husband is a principal of an academy in Japan too. Haruto decided to study here in Korea to become a kpop idol, we're both training at YG entertainment.

"Hey, Junghwan-ah. You still haven't decided your gift?" Jeongwoo hyung asked as we wander inside the mall. I still can't decide if I will just give him a plushie or just and oversized shirt and hoodies or what!

"What do you think he will like? This plushie or this hoodie?" I asked with a pout.

"He will like you more." Jeongwoo hyung said while rolling his eyes. Well, Haru loves to squish my cheeks, he loves hugging me or kissing my forehead, he would even hold my hands and sway it like what he did before.

"That sounds cheesy!" I muttered with a chuckle, do I need to tie a ribbon on my body? Hide in a big box to surprise him?

I suddenly remember Haru's birthday last year, he almost kissed me! He freaking fell on top of me.

He was upset all through out his birthday because I'm still out of his radar. Gosh, he actually waited for me that time. It's so damn hilarious because when I finally came to the area. He saw me that made him brightly grin! He ran towards my direction to hug me, but the embarassing thing was; he tripped because of a newspaper on the floor and we both landed on the floor.

I swear to the angels above that Haru is more handsome when he's closer to you. Our faces are too close to each other that time.

Gladly, his mother helped him to stand up and muttered apologies to me. Haru even hugs me again, all smiles! He's really an unpredictable man.

"Yah! Why are you smiling like an idiot there again, So Junghwan?" Jeongwoo hyumg asks, aaah I'm always day dreaming about Haru! > <

"Nothing, let's go now!" I said, picking the blue oversized hoodie.

Finally, we're now on the venue for his birthday party! The place looks expensive because of the elegant decorations.

Yes, Haru loves romantic dim lights. So, the area is filled with elegant dark yellow and golden lights.

The guests are wearing formal attires and dresses. I only wore black pants, white long sleeves and my white puffy coat.

His friends are also here and for sure they will give such expensive gifts. Will he like my gift? aaaah, I don't knooow.

We're now sitting on our respective tables, I'm with Jeongwoo hyung and Haru's friends.

"Good evening to each and everyone, welcome to the most awaited event of the year! Watanabe Haruto's birthday! My son is finally at his legal age, and yeah he can now date pretty girls out there!" His mom greeted, showing her pretty smile to everyone. Haru is now eighteen years old and his mom would probably set up blind dates for his son.

I'm kind of disappointed and sad, I don't know why.

"Happy 18th birthday, princess ruto!" Park Jihoon, a friend of him greeted. They're teasing him because he looks like a girl debutant.

He's so handsome, he's wearing an american suit and his forehead is showing. He's really tall and his charisma is overflowing.

He saw me on the crowd and gave me a warm smile.

"Happy legal age day, baby haru! I wish that you will be happy till your next birthdays" Kanemoto Yoshinori, a friend of him who is also a japanese muttered.

"Happiest birthday, little bro! You're now eighteen, want me to introduce you to my pretty friends? Okay, stop glaring at me dude. Anyways, I hope you will be always healthy and handsome!" Choi Hyunsuk, his basketball teammate greeted.

"Happy birthday, bro!" I wish that you'll be handsome like me too. Wish you all the best!" Jeongwoo hyung said that made the guests laugh. I can feel the second hand embarassment!

Damn, it's my turn to greet him. Why does my heart beats like crazy, help.

"Happy birthday, Jeongwoo hyung!" I muttered to tease him, making him frown. The guests chuckled as well as Jeongwoo hyung who showed me a thumbs up.

"Just kidding, Happy birthday!" I greeted, holding back my laughter. He's freaking upset!

"Yah, that's all? Add some sweetness to it, Hwanie!" Haru whines that made the guests giggle. I pouted then he possessively pulled me. Damn this butterflies! I gave up and made a speech for him to shut up.

"Happiest birthday to my favorite Haru. I wish that you will be the happiest person everyday and wishing you to achieve your dreams! Remember that I'm always here to support you! Saranghae~!" I muttered with a wide grin. Oh gosh, I realized the last words I've said! Is that a confession already? I flinched when he pulls my waist again to tease me.

"I love you too, baby." He responded making the guest roar in excitement. I pulled his ear when he called me that baby thing again. It's so embarassing knowing that his parents are watching us!

I also wishes that he will never change.

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Can you hug me again? I need your loving arms. Can we do it again? Can you call me baby again? Can we? Can you?...