(I have no idea what my plan was for this. I had an idea in the beginning, but I forgot what it was.)
It's been a while since me and Moonbyul were on that date. Our schedules got very busy because of RedSugar is going on tour for our first album. People love the main song and our individual solo songs in them. Nina went nuts in her solo song. She threw in some jazz and disco. I don't know how she did it, but people love it. She named it Dizzy. Kay did a rap-heavy song named Hops, and Raya did a cute song about having a first kiss named Right Now. Piper did a song, but she doesn't have a strong voice like Nina or Raya, so she did a slow song about love. I wrote a song about enjoying the sun. I obviously can't sing the song live, but at least I can record it. I named it In the Sun. It's a really slow song, just like Pipers. From what our manager said, they enjoyed mine as a chill song to enjoy other than dance to. I thought that was fine.
We go on our tour in a few days, and I want to see Moonbyul. Before we head out on a bus, we have one more performance that Moonbyul said she'd attend. It's got me all heated. She's busy with her group and working on their next album. This concert is the only time that she can see me before we depart.
The night of the concert I'm internally crying backstage. I feel like jumping off a bridge and shriveling up in a corner to dissipate. How the hell did I become idle? I pop a butterscotch in my mouth, hoping to ease the anxiety. Our outfits are nice today, though. We gotta enjoy that at least.
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I noticed our stylist likes to give me more elegant clothes or short clothes. I know one of our stages will have very revealing clothes. I don't know if this is because he's trying to appeal to the male audience or not. Kay gets the very baggy hipster clothes to fit the vibe she gives off as a rapper, and Raya gets the long dresses or skinny jeans. I seem to always have shorts or a short dress or skirt. The rest of the group thinks it fits me, but I wouldn't generally want to wear this on stage.
In the corner of my eye, I see Moonbyul slip through the backstage doors and spot me. Without saying a word, I pull her aside from the others because I feel embarrassed to be seen by the group with Moonbyul.
"What's the deal?" Moonbyul says this while holding my hand.
"My group likes to poke fun at me for liking you." I look down in shyness. Moonbyul lifts my chin up.
"They're just jealous because you got me and not them." She smirks at me with a very cheesy undertone. I push her a little playfully.
"Nooo, they don't like you like I do!" She laughs at this, and I can see her nose wrinkling and her smile reaching her ears. When she laughs, I can't help but smile. My smile slowly shifts to a frown. "I'm very nervous."
"No need to be; you are perfect and do great on stage. What is there to worry about?"
"I'm scared of messing up." I pull out a butterscotch to eat it, but Moonbyul confiscates it.
"Here, why don't we make a deal? If you can go on stage without popping a sweet, I'll give you a reward!"
"What kind of reward?"
"You'll have to see! Meet me right here when you get off stage, and I promise you'll like this reward!" I suddenly feel very weary of those words. She's very devilish sometimes and likes to play jokes on people. I'll do as she says, though, but I still want to eat a butterscotch. I performed on stage and didn't eat one candy. Nina said she was proud, but I didn't tell her why. I walked very slowly to where Moonbyul asked to meet, and I saw her there waiting. She pulls my arm, and we walk to my changing room. "Ready for your reward?" I step back with insecurity and nod my head. What's she going to do? I then see her pull out the butterscotch she took from me and pop it in her mouth.
She suddenly pulls me close to her and secures me there with her hand on my back. Her other hand lifts my chin, and our lips come together. This was so sudden that I didn't know how to react at first, but then she took it up a notch. Her tongue suddenly enters between my lips. Her mouth tastes very sweet from the butterscotch. My head starts to feel very numb. Within the minute, she passed the candy to my mouth and parted ways, not after liking my lips. She looked at me with this confidence that implied the question, 'How was your reward?' I just looked at her with my mouth agape and stunned. I pulled myself together and closed my mouth to feel the candy in my mouth. I looked at her with my face as red as a tomato.
"Did you like your reward?" I nod slowly, and she smiles. "I have to go now, but call me on your tour, alright!" She kisses me sweetly on the lips before she vanishes out of the room.
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WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT!!!!! Did she just... and the candy? Oh my god! That made me so hot. I wanted it to last longer. I'd like another reward, please. Oooooo, what am I saying? This isn't like me at all. Ima, just sleep on it. Don't even mind it; just push it aside, or I can't get through the day.
