summer boy || H.S

thirteen

Thirteen

Summer

I feel asleep with more emotions than I've felt in the past year.

I'm so confused and upset why Sofia hates me so much now, she was so into me that night and then in the morning she freaked out on me.

I know her parents are crazy catholic, but I didn't think she shared the same ideals.

I almost can't even comprehend what happened.

I miss her tho, I wish we could just forget about everything.

Even though what happened between Sofia and I has devastated me, at least I can say something good came from it.

Harry and I seem to be on good terms considering we almost had sex last night.

I'm upset that he stopped me before it could happen, but I understand why he did.

I hear a ding come from my phone and I'm hopeful it'll be Sofia.

But what I see makes my heart sink.

Giovanni.

Shit. Shit. Shit.

How could I forget I have a whole ass BOYFRIEND.

Oh fuck.

If he finds out about anything that's happened the past two days he'll surely kill me.

I just have to make sure he doesn't find out.

GIOVANNI: ciao bella, got plans for today?

I should respond and say I can't hang out, but I can't bring myself to lie.

SUMMER: no plans today, what about you?

I should just see him today and break up with him.

GIOVANNI: I know our parents left earlier for a day trip to Livorno. Could I come over? :)

Yeah I should break up with him in my own home, I think that's safest

SUMMER: sure i'll get ready, we can go to the river

GIOVANNI: ok i'll leave soon

I can feel the nerves building in my body, I'm not prepared for what's to come.

I'm not sure what to tell Harry without him getting mad at me for inviting him over.

He said he was leaving soon so I should probably get up and ready.

I put on the first bathing suit I could find and brush through my hair.

I hesitate to knock on Harry's door wondering if he's still in there.

I knock and hear him invite me in. His voice excites me.

I open the door to see him sitting on his bed folding his clothes into a neat pile.