Our Secret || Kim Namjoon ff || FINISHED

||Chapter ten|| 34+35?

**warning: sexual content**

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I fall asleep watching Namjoon do work. Namjoon turns back to see y/n moving frequently in her sleep, he smiles. He gets tired of working and goes and lays beside her

Namjoon's POV:
After a while, I wake up at around 2:30am and look around a bit. I turn to see y/n and I see her breasts fully exposed, I examine her breasts and look down her body to see only underwear on. I look back up at her breasts and I slowly reach my hand down to feel my boner. 'Not again, you made me get caught last time. leave me alone' I think to myself. I bite my lip with look at her body again 'I'm so needy these days. I need her so bad.' I look at her sleeping face which is covered by her t-shirt that went up. I quietly and softly take it off her face. I reach my hand out, 'I wanna touch her so bad. I don't think I can control myself for much longer. No, I must.' I cover her back up with the blanket. I look down to see my boner from the blanket. I shake my head 'no, stop playing. ignore it. don't look at her don't-' I interrupt my thoughts as my eyes slowly travel back to her breasts. I reach my hand out again and pull it back. I start shaking y/n to wake her up avoiding eye contact with her breasts.

Y/n POV

I wake up to someone shaking me, "What?" I ask in a sleepy voice without noticing my shirt is up. I open my eyes to see Namjoon staring at me, "What's wrong?" I ask. I look to his eyes which are leading to my fully exposed breasts "Omg I'm so sorry I say as I begin pulling my shirt down. Namjoon grabs my hand stopping me, "No, don't. I wanna see them." He says. I slightly nod 'are all men like this? has he never seen boobs before?' I think before getting interrupted. "Can I touch your body?" He asks while staring into my eyes. I blush and my face gets all red as I see his boner. "Ah, yeah.." I say. He softly but quickly grabs my breast with one hand while exploring my body with his other, I suddenly let out a quiet moan as he grips my breast harder. He instantly looks at me "I'm sorry." I say with a red face. He smirks before slowly putting the tips of his fingers in my underwear, I quickly grab his hand that's in my underwear and shake my head. "It's okay, you can't trust me." He says with a reassuring smile. My face is very red as I slowly move my hand off his hand. He slowly inserts two fingers into my core, I moan quietly and grab his broad shoulders as he slowly quickens his pace. I take one hand off his shoulder and begin rubbing my clit. I let out quiet moans as he gets faster. He takes my hand out of my underwear and says "No, I will please you babygirl. Take off your underwear." I nod and take off my underwear giving him more space. I spread my legs as he gets more space. He inserts another finger, I moan as he starts rubbing with my clit with his warm finger. He slows down and then takes his fingers out. I whine "I-I want more."

He giggles "Do you want more?" he says before pointing at his member. I gulp and nod, "yes, I want more." He smirks "So, this your first time?" he asks while biting his lip and slowly taking off all his clothes. I slide my shirt off and answer nervously, "Yes.." he kisses my forehead as he hovers over me and says "Don't be nervous, I love you. And I want this." He grabs a condom out of his dresser and slides it on his member. "It might hurt since it's your first time." He says I nod. I stare into his eyes as he slowly slides his member in my core. I moan a bit and let out a few tears from the pain, I grab the bed sheets as he slowly slides some strokes in "Its a tight fit." he says with a smirk. After a few seconds the pain turns into pleasure, I moan loudly as his thrusts are always strong. He grabs my waist and kisses me roughly as he keeps getting faster. We are both moaning messes, I leave scratches down his back as I listen to the sound of a clap between us. A few minutes pass and we are sweating and moaning quietly. His thrusts get slow and rough as he is softly sucking on my neck leaving hickeys behind. "I really.....wanted...this" he says in between breaths. "Me...too.." I say between my heavy breaths. "I'm gonna...release..." I say. "Me...too...babygirl" he says as he gets faster. I release as he starts thrusting his member in my core quickly. A few seconds later, I feel him release. He pulls out and lays down beside me trying to catch his breath. He slides the condom off and tosses it into the trash beside his bed. I breathe loudly as I feel my legs shaking. "Why are my legs shaking?" I look to him and ask. He giggles as he turns onto his side "Because I treated you right." he said. I kiss him and say "I love you so much." He smiles and says "I love you more" I smile and slowly begin closing my eyes, as I was exhausted from what just happened. Namjoon moved in closer and wrapped his arms around my waist and cuddled me from behind as he also fell asleep.

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In the morning I woke up and felt Namjoon's arms still around my waist. I smile and turn around to watch him sleep 'he must be exhausted' I think to myself. I look around to find my shirt and underwear and find them scattered on the floor. I get up to get them and cover my mouth to silence the pain I felt in my legs from coming out. 'I mustn't wake Namjoon up.' I quietly grab my shirt and panties and put them in my bag, then I get a set of clothes and headed to a bathroom on the other side of the house so Namjoon wouldn't hear me. I soon finish my shower, dry my hair, and put on this outfit:

After I was done, I left the bathroom and went to go see if Namjoon woke up. I walked in and saw that he want in bed anymore but then heard the shower water turn on. I smiled and went to go make breakfast for him, as breakfast was cooking, I took a whisk and began rubbing my hickeys so they would go away. After I was done with that, I began cutting ham so that I could put it in my eggs with some cheese. As I'm cutting the ham, I feel arms wrap around my waist. I look over my shoulder to see Namjoon's face resting on it. I smile and ruffle his hair "Good morning, did you sleep well?" I ask. "Yes, did you?" He said with happiness in his voice. I giggle and say "Yes, I was quite exhausted." He giggle and says "cut me some ham up too." I smile and say "okay." After breakfast was done, we sat beside each other and began eating. "I heard that after people lose their v-card then they get more clingy.." I mention. Namjoon looks over to me "Oh, okay. What about it?" I look down and say "I'm sorry if I act a bit clingy these next days...Please try not to get annoyed easily. You have every right to be and I unde-" I get cut off by Namjoon. "I might be the clingy one. Even if you are clingy, I'm gonna like the attention. I love you, and nothing will change that." He says with a smile as he holds my hand. I smile and nod as I'm blushing

After we finished eating, we cleaned up the dishes and everything. "What do you wanna do today?" He asks. "Hm..Ice cream date?" I say with a big smile. "Sure, let's do that!" He says with a smile before pecking my cheek. "I will go check my phone!" I say as I run to his room after kissing him. He smiles as he watches me run away. He walks around in the kitchen making things looks neat.

Namjoon's POV:

I was in the kitchen moving some things and making stuff look nice as Y/n checked her phone. I then walked to my room and saw her sitting on the edge of my bed messaging her family back. I smile at her natural cuteness. Suddenly I hear the front door open and people yelling, I look at y/n and she quickly looks at me in shock. I mouth the words "stay here, don't come out" before closing the door and walking out.