Our Secret || Kim Namjoon ff || FINISHED

||Chapter seventeen|| "Is that you?"

I hear the door downstairs close and say "Ah, they must just now be leaving." I sneakily look outside the windows and saw my mom get in her car, and Tae and Yoongi get in Yoongi's car. I see them leave as well and then turn to Namjoon, "They're gone." I say. He sighs in relief and ruffles his hair, "Shall we go eat?" I ask him, he slowly nods in response. I get up and he follows me, as we walk into the kitchen we see that my mom left food out for us knowing we would come out as soon as they left. We both sit down and continue eating, when it was silent Namjoon suddenly speaks "So, when you graduate, wanna have children?" I suddenly choke and he quickly makes me a cup of water and hands it to me. I quickly drink it and then look at him, "What?" I ask as I stare at him. "Your mom gave us permission." He then says. "Yah, seriously?" I say and lightly hit his arm. "What? Shall we not?" He asks. "Ah well..." I sit there thinking a bit. "I want to be a dad at some point, but if you don't want a kid then I guess we can work around it. I love you that much." He says. My heart beats faster at his words, "Woah, I feel special. I love you." I say before leaning in and kissing him. He kisses back passionately, then we pull away. "But, I want to have a kid at some point." I say with a smile, he smiles and kisses me again.

After we finish eating, Namjoon looks at me and says "Woah, you graduate in two months. Did you apply for a college?" I look at him a bit shocked "Oh yeah, I did that earlier." I reply with a smile. "Oh, we haven't really talked about this, what do you wanna do when you graduate?" he asks. "Oh, I wanna be a florist." I say with a big smile. "Oh, that sounds cool. To be honest, I was thinking of quitting my job as a teacher and opening a cafe." He says, I nod. "Oh, but why would you quit being a teacher?" I ask another question. "Well, after working there for a while I realized it's not what I want." He replies with a nervous smile. "Oh, well I just want you to do what makes you happy." I say with a smile. He quickly picks me up and hugs me, I wrap my legs around his waist without even knowing. He holds me and kisses my cheek "I'm so happy I have you. You're very understanding." He says after. I smile with my arms around his neck.

He quickly changes his mood and whispers in my ear, "But I won't forget what I caught you doing last night." he softly kisses my neck, sending shivers down my spine. "Yah, put me down." I say. He giggles "No." he says with a smile showing his dimples. "Yah." I say with a slight smile, "Let's go get dressed." he says while still holding me. "Oh, for what though?" I ask while looking in his eyes. "Our date." he says before kissing my nose. I smile, "Yeah, what will you wear though?" I ask him. He was about to talk but I said "No, never mind. I will get you clothes." I smile. We head upstairs and I go get clothes from Yoongi's room (he has extra clothes that his friends accidentally left when they came over). We walk into my room, I walk over to my closet and then turn around to see Namjoon changing.

I quickly run over and close the door, "Yah, why did you change in here?" I ask him. "Yah, am I not allowed to change in here?" He asks confused. "It's just that, I'm right here." I say. "So?" He says, "So it's inappropriate." I say blushing slightly and looking down. I see that he only has underwear on at this point, he begins walking to me and corners me to the bed. I accidentally fall back on the bed, he quickly takes advantage and hovers over me, I blush and close my eyes. "Open your eyes." He says, "N-no." I reply. "Y/n, open your eyes." he says again. I slowly open my eyes and he smiles to see my eyes, his face changes quickly. He holds a sexy and serious facial expression, I blush and he breaks the silence "Did you think I was gonna do something like this?" he asks. "Well..y-yes.." I say slowly. "We can continue this tonight." He says with a smirk as he gets up, leaving me dumbfounded as I was expecting more. I quickly get up and grab clothes and go into the bathroom.

I get changed and calm myself down, then I brush my teeth and then apply light makeup and walk out the bathroom wearing this:

I walk out and Namjoon looks at me "Aw, you look so cute!" he says as he quickly runs to me and cups my face in his hands. "Yah, stop. Your hands are big." I say as I scoff. "That will come in hand tonight." He says as he smirks. "Yah." I yell as I softly hit his arm while blushing. I look at his outfit and see him wearing:

"Wahh, Kim Namjoon. You look so cool." I say holding a thumbs up and smiling. "Yah, don't call me that way." he said blushing. "hm..shall we go?" he says with a smile. "Yeah." I say smiling as well. 'dayum, this man fine asf' I think, cuz who wouldn't.

We walk outside and walk to the nearest bus stop. "I'm hungry, wanna go somewhere to get something to eat?" he asks with a smile as we are walking. I smile "yeah, I'm hungry too." I say as I nod, "Wanna go get Korean BBQ?" he asks smiling. "Deal, woah you know me well." I say with a smile. "Of course I do, I'm your boyfriend." He says with a smile. "Wait, what if someone sees us?" I stop and ask. He stands in front of me still holding my hand, "Let them see." he says with a smile, he then kisses my forehead and we continue walking. 'I love this man so much.' I think. "I love you." I say. "I love you too baby." He says with a big smile.

We arrive to the Korean BBQ and we walk in to see Mrs. Smith sitting at a table and the only table available is next to her. Me and Namjoon look to each other "Shall we leave?" Namjoon asks, "No. it's fine." I say firmly. We both use our hands to cover the side of our face pointing towards her, we get closer to the table and as soon as we sit down, Mrs. Smith looks over to us. "Mr. Kim, is that you?"