You lifted up your shirt and ran your hands down your stomach "I need to lose weight..." You mumble to yourself before lifting up your head little by little till you say your face.
You cringed and lean a bit closer to the mirror to get a better look at yourself "I need to sleep more.." You say to the very noticeable dark circles under your eyes.
You shake your head and pulled away quickly before you'd get into deep thought, but the truth is your mind could kill reality.
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You went off to bed. A little earlier than usual, you looked over at the clock and a small smile appeared on your face.
9:30 pm
Sleeping at this time would maybe become a new fresh start for you to look better from at least underneath your eyes.
"Please let me sleep this time.."
You got into bed and curled up in the blankets feeling all nice and cozy, and to your surprise your eyes slowly fluttered shut making your wish come true that you've gotten the rest you deserved, needed, and and at this moment you felt like sleeping beauty who's sleeping for a hundred years.
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Your phone alarm went off exactly at 6am like it's supposed to, and you quickly got up ready to seize the day.
"Today is going to be good..today is going to be good" you repeat to yourself as you stood up and took in a deep breath, but a part of you felt like if you made any sudden moves that something horrific would happen. Why did you feel this way? Heck who knows, you didn't even know why you are so paranoid yourself.
Your breath hitched as you took a tiny step, nothing happened. You took another step, and again nothing happened, you let out a sigh of relief and that feeling of fear that kept pulling you down into the pitch black pit. That pit is now slowly becoming full of light, and happiness.
Maybe things are looking your way for today.
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You walked into the school with something plain, comfy, and just not for anyone to pay attraction to. Just a plain grey sweater, blue skintight jeans that were ripped from the knees, galaxy designed vans, and your (hair color) tied up in a bun.
As you kept walking, you felt someone's eyes burning into your back, when you turned around, you saw that same boy from before, but this time you got a closer look. He was slightly taller than you, an undercut for a haircut, raven hair, grey steel eyes with a hint of blue in them, he wore a grey fitted shirt, black skinny jeans, and black combat boots. You couldn't help, but to feel so fascinated and intrigued.
"Hey, what are you staring at?" His voice was deep and raspy which just made your cheeks tint with the shade of pink, and that was just from his voice.
"Oh, um..I'm sorry" You apologize to him and gripped onto the straps of your backpack before speeding off to your first class even if it was a little early.
Little did you know this stranger is intrigued with you just as you are with him.
A/N: well hello...I know it's been awhile, and I'm sorry that these chapters are short I have no inspiration nor motivation whatsoever. Things have been hectic around here, I'll try to update a little more?? But till then I hope you enjoy this painfully short chapter (: have a wonderful day💕💕
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Suicidal Reader X Levi
Hayran KurguYou're going through a hell of a bad time, but you just play off that everything is alright, and that life is "wonderful," but honestly you think the exact opposite of that till a certain guy... Shows you that life is truly precious. I wrote this wh...
