Suicidal Reader X Levi

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"Are you sure you're okay, (your name)? You're seeming a little off tonight" your friend asked with deep concern in her voice for you.

"Oh yeah. I'm okay just a little distracted I guess?"

"Distracted from what?"

You took in a deep breath and tried to avoid eye contact from your friend "Levi.." you mumble quietly under your breath, but no matter how hard you tried she still heard you, and her mouth was hanging open along with wide shocked blue eyes. There was an awkward silence between us for a couple of seconds before Jenna finally spoke "so do you like him or something?" She said in maybe a jealous tone?

"No. Yes. Maybe? Agh I don't fucking know I've never felt this way before" you shrug and took your long hair out of the bun you made earlier "maybe I just find him attractive."

"Yeah..maybe" she whispered under her breath and you raised an eyebrow and slightly cocked your head to the side.

"Did you say something?"

"No. Sorry I was just reminding myself about uhhhh...homework!" She practically shouts as she strongly grabbed her heavy backpack off the floor, and almost throwing it on her bed.

"Okay then" you chuckle nervously and rolled your eyes in a joking manner.

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It was 10am Saturday morning, and you woke up somewhat freaked out because you forgot that you were at Petra's for a split second. You sighed in relief as you tried to quickly yet quietly get off Petra's bed. Last night was a bit awkward and you didn't want to stay for another second, and what seemed like for an eternity, you finally got off the bed and gathered your stuff then bolting out of her room and out of her house, you sighed in relief and ran your hand through your hair, you looked up at the sky and it looked absolutely beautiful the colors of pink, yellow, and purple all swirled together just the sky and clouds looking like that made you calm and filled with peace till, you bumped into something or rather someone? You fell to the ground and groaned as you gripped on tightly to your bag.

"Watch where you're going new meat" a familiar voice spat and all you could do was roll you eyes. It was Levi's voice.

"Shit didn't know you wake up this early" you sigh in frustration and rapidly got back onto your feet, and unfortunately you just had to look into his steel eyes.

"Are you really trying to pick a fight with me?" He scoffed and crossed his arms over his chest.

"What the actual fuck? I'm not pathetic enough to get into a fight with you" you starred at Levi and saw that a smirk was starting to tug at his lips.

"You know you're really cute when you being this mean around to me"

Your cheeks flushed a bright pink, and your heart began racing while skipping a beat or two.

He's a fuck boy..remember

You shook your head, cleared your throat, and stood up tall "don't start being charming when I've already seen your ugly side" You smirk and walked past by him, hitting his shoulder in the process. You left Levi there stunned, and surprised that you had the confidence to treat him like, especially because everyone is afraid of him, but little did you know he was actually fascinated by you. He thought you were like nobody else in the world, and you just not being attracted or impressed by him made Levi crave you a lot more than you would think. He turned around on the heel of his shoe and jogged to go catch up to you, guess it seems like he didn't want to start off on the wrong foot with you.

"Look I'm sorry (Your Name) I'm just going through a rough time.."

"Um it's cool?" You shrug it off as it was nothing, you could feel Levi's eyes burning into the side of your head. It didn't bother you or anything, you loved the attention you got from Levi.

"Do you like anybody?" He blurted out and you couldn't help but to let out a fit of giggles.

"Nope. Not anyone I could think of"

"Oh.." Levi looked down at his shoes as he kept walking along besides you. You gripped tightly onto your bag, you felt bad for saying that because truth be told you actually really did like someone, and that someone was Levi, but you can't trust him because after all he's slept with almost everyone in your school at least..that's what you heard from Jenna and other students.

"Well maybe I do like someone..but I'm not telling you!" You giggle and gently pat his back for some kind of comfort. Levi let out a sight and looked back over at you, starring at you again in awe as if you were a master piece to him. You cleared your throat and gave him a small smile as you stopped walking "so this is my house. Thanks for walking with me?"

Levi snapped out of his thoughts and almost choked on his own words "uh yeah, I'll see you around, right?"

You playfully roll your eyes and walked up the steps to your house "maybe, Ackerman" you bit at your bottom lip and the smallest smile creeped onto Levi's lips, he nodded and walked away, you couldn't take your eyes off of him till you could no longer see him.

"Oh shit.." You groan and clenched your hands into your hair "I can't believe I'm getting feelings.."

A/N: hey so it's thanksgiving so I thought I'd update for you thirsty  fucks (:
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