Rose Ashes

chapter 24: when you know

Chapter 24:
We'll cry at their wedding! ”Taylor said as he laughed.
And as babies we will dress them the same!: I said while laughing.
And the daughter will have a hundred names.  Vailet Marie Tesfay-Gomez-Alvin: Taylor laughed.
Wait what?  Why would she be Tesfaye?: Asked Joe, who was just entering.  Taylor and I immediately turned to stone.
Stefan’s last name is D’Angelo, how will it be with Abel’s last name?he ask.
I forgot that Selena is already with Stefan: Taylor lied.
Taylor, you're lying!  What are you hiding: he was angry.
Look, Joe has one such thing ...: Taylor stammered.
What? He asked.
This child is not Stefan's.  At the Grammy Awards, I slept with Abel, and two months later I found out I was pregnant.  And before you accuse me of infidelity and why I didn't tell Abel, I'll answer you right away.  When I called Abel at the same time, I realized that Bella was pregnant and I didn't want to ruin this child's life, and Stefan agreed to play my boyfriend: I confessed.
God Selena: Joe said and hugged me.
I don't blame you: he said again.
"I want a child, Joe," Taylor said suddenly.
Okay.  Maybe in 2 years we will have: he said.
No !  I want to be pregnant this year! ”Taylor said again.
Taylor, where did this come from? He asked confused.
Gigi has a child, Cardi has a child and Selena is pregnant!  I want to have a baby too! ”Taylor said, almost crying.
Hey Tay, you're going to have a baby.  It's just that maybe Joe isn't ready yet: I said and hugged her.
Can't we wait for this child, Taylor? He asked again.
If you want, wait, I don't want to!  I am no longer my first youth and I do not want to be like Nikki Minaj!  When I'm 40, my child should be 2!: Taylor shouted.  Joe paused and said nothing.
Come on, Selena, let's go! ”Taylor said and led me out of the house.
Can I sleep in you tonight? ”Taylor asked as we got into the car.
Of course!: I said and smiled.  While we were traveling, Tay was very upset.
Tay is not angry with him.  : I said.
I'm not angry with him.  It's just really time for me to be a mother.  I don't want to be like Nikki: she said sadly.
I know Tay, but maybe you should wait for him: I said sadly.
What if he's never ready? Taylor asked.
Tay he adores you!  He's just afraid of doing something wrong!  He doesn't want to hurt you!  He is not ready for that!: I said reassuring her.
You're right: she said and we traveled silently to my house.  After we entered we went to the kitchen.
Lena came home: said Stefan and hugged me.
Yes .  Taylor is with me: I said and kissed him.
I do not mind.  There will be someone to drink wine with: he said with a smile.
No .  I don't want wine: Taylor said seriously.
What ?: I couldn't believe it.
I don't want to drink: she said again.
Who are you and what did you do with my best friend?: I asked.  And then I understood.
Since when do you know?: I asked.  Taylor didn't understand right away, but after 2 minutes he understood what I was talking about.
Yesterday: she said and lowered her head.
Why didn't you tell me? I asked and hugged her.
I wanted to tell Joe first: she said sadly.
That's why you  raised the question today.?: I asked.
Yes .  But I don't think I'll tell him, 'said Tay sadly.
Tay doesn't make my mistake!  He must know!  He will be the happiest man on earth!: I said.
But he is not ready!  You heard it yourself!: She said.
Taylor he loves you else you don't need!  : I said.
I don't know: she said again.
Taylor doesn't have a third person with you!  So you better tell him unless you want to be like me.  To hide your child from his father: I said.
You're right, Sel.  I'll tell him tomorrow: she said with a smile.
So we will still be able to cry at their wedding: I laughed.
Apparently. ”Taylor laughed.
What wedding?: Stefan asked.
Selena and I agreed that if we had a boy and a girl, they would get married and we would cry at their wedding. ”Taylor laughed.
It's so sweet, 'said Stefan with a smile.
If Selena has the girl, she will have a hundred names: Stefan joked and hugged me.
It will definitely not be easy for her to write her name: I laughed.
I don't want to be in her place. ”Taylor said, laughing.
Nobody wants to: I said.
~ My father used to say that at the crossroads you should listen to yourself.  And his words: Intuition always works for our good.  This voice can understand who is a friend and who is an enemy, who to stay away from and who to approach you, but all too often we are distracted by fear, our stubborn hopes and unwillingness to listen ... ~
M.G.
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