Hanahaki disease //ShinKamiSero//

Trying to be alone

~Denki~

They cant know. They'll hate me for this

"How long has it been happening?" Shinsou asks him, concern in his voice and worry on his face.

I shake my head not listing to them just thought running through my head. I keep thinking they'll hate me for what's happening. It's all my fault. Why can't I have just not caught feels. Just be friends with them.

~3rd person~

Shinsou an Sero look at Denki worried, and start rubbing his back gently.

"Denki what is it?"Sero asks

Denki shakes his head trying to get upend leave. The two taller boys dont let him keeping him down. "Answer us first," Shinous says to him

Denki shakes his head, "I-its n-" he starts but cant before having another coughing fit.

They help him rubbing his back and thronging the flowers away .Denki looks at them having shirt shallow breaths the flowers too much. He's becoming pale. "Denki please tell us. We only want to help," Shinsou says to him.

Denki shakes his head, "n-no," he says befor spitting out another flower. "J-just g-go."

"Denki we're not going till we know your okay," Sero says. "Now tell us who did this so we can go knock them out for hurting our friend"

Friend

That word. That's the word that's causing him all this pain. He wants to be so much more than friends with these two beautiful boys. But clearly that can't happen.

"G-go!" He says more tears streaming down his face. "I-I wanna b-be..." he gets cut off by another flower. "B-be alone..." he mumbles trying to get away from them.

Shinsou looks up at him saddened, "Denki... I'm sorry but we can't. We can't just sit by knowing our friend is hurting," he says putting a hand on his shoulder.

He shakes his head coughing up more flowers as Shinsou touches his arm. "N-no," he mumbles as he gets up and starts to run to a different bathroom.

Sero try's to get up in time to catch him but looses him around a corner. "What do we do?" He asks panting looking up at Shinsou.

He sighs and thinks for a moment. "I think we gotta start off with telling my dad and papa. They'll know what to do, and till we can do that we just gotta hope he doesn't choke on those flowers."

~Denki~

I should have never tried to make friends. I shouldn't have made my parents stay. I shoulda just taken my destiny and moved whenever my parents needed to. Now I'm stuck and in love with people who don't and could never love me. Who would even want to live me...

I go into the big stall and lock it again making sure no one could come in now. I just keep coughing and eventually take off my binder so I could at least breath better. But what's the point ... from what I've read of this disease I've only got like two weeks left...

Once the bell for the end of the day rings , I get up and sneak my way out of the building, being carful Sero, Shinsou, Mr. Aizawa, and pre. Mic don't see me. I successfully get out and eventually get a good 10 minutes break of not coughing up flowers. It's refreshing I'm able to breath some...

A.N.

Thank you for reading and if you were here from the start I thank you for staying with me for this long!