college - sapnap×reader

chapter 3 - tongue

october 14th, 2 months later

you woke up to the blissful sunrise outside your window. sunbeams drifted through your room and reflected off of your cream mirror. the fresh air surrounded you, clearing your lungs of any toxins. you smiled, eyes still closed and rolled over to enjoy the peacefulness of the morning a little longer. sapnap laid next to you, and you smiled at his open mouth, inhaling and exhaling.

he'd opened up to you a lot after the 'incident' that you two had encountered a couple of months ago. he was jealous and explained his high school experience with dream, always finishing right behind him. of course, you had shown your sympathy for him and allowed him to cry in your arms, and get everything off his chest that he had been holding in for months and months. things looked pretty good between you guys from there on out. you'd gone to more parties and hung out a few times, trying to get out of the stuffy dorm room and explore the city you were so unfamiliar with. the closer you got, the harder it was to imagine yourself doing anything sexual with him. he was like a best friend now, going to you for reassurance and fun, nothing more. sapnap on the other hand still thought of you like that. there was no malicious intent behind your sudden closeness, but the bet was always in the back of his mind. he would comment some inappropriate things some times, and you would always playfully punch him or tell him to shut up (especially when he would say things in a big crowd) and laugh it off.

the reason you let him sleep with you is sometimes it felt lonely, and you wanted a cuddle buddy. you thought it was perfectly fine to cuddle as friends, as you had mastered the art of 'no strings attached' senior year of high school. sapnap had too, somewhat. with you it was different.

you ran your hands through his hair and down his neck. you lightly rested them on his shoulders and kissed his forehead before getting up and heading to the shower. you were taking off your final piece of clothing, your underwear, before a knock came from outside the door. "one sec" you replied and quickly covered yourself in a towel. you opened the door to a disheveled, sleepy sapnap, still yawning. he looked down at you, drool at the corner of his mouth. "mind if i join you?" your heart stopped for a second. you were pretty comfortable around him; you walked around the dorm in just a small towel, or made breakfast in your bra and underwear; you've even changed in front of him, but you've never done anything that could hint you had a sexual desire for him, and that was on purpose.

"i suppose," you agreed because you didn't see any harm in it, especially since you guys had had a conversation explaining boundaries before. he smiled and walked into the bathroom shutting the door. he was as confident in his body as you were, you remembered, thinking back to the first day you met him. it made you smile a little as you sat on the bathroom counter while he took his shirt off.

"what are you thinking about?" he noticed your smile. "oh nothing. just about how far we've come as friends since the day we met." you smiled again. it was nice being able to have someone give you boy advice and confide in for anything. he smiled too, now pulling off his sweats and boxers along with that.

you stood up, turning on the shower to the hottest temperature. he noticed and scoffed. "if you think i'm showering in water that hot you're crazy."

you rolled your eyes. "you don't have to shower with me." you retorted. "come onnn it'll be the two of us which means body heat, let's just put it in the middle." you crossed your arms over your chest that was covered by the towel. "i'll put it halfway to middle, nothing more nothing less." he sighed, knowing he wasn't going to win this argument and agreed. you dropped your towel, feeling his eyes burn into your skin.

the water was warm and just as peaceful as the morning had been. "ahh" you sighed as it flowed down your chest and to your legs. sapnap was stood awkwardly behind you, not knowing where to position his hands or his body. you looked back, smiling at him and reassuring him that he can move, and his tense shoulders relaxed as he grabbed the shampoo. on his way up from the floor of the shower, he licked a long line up your spinal cord, stopping at your shoulders and sucking for a second before releasing his mouth from your body and opening the shampoo bottle. chills formed in the spot where the licked, and you could feel a small throbbing between your legs. you turned to look at him. "s-sapnap?" you whimpered, seeing the growing smirk on his face.