Love and Shame Chuuya Nakahara x Reader

One Night Stand 🍋

Warnings: Injuries, Violence, Unsafe Sex, 18+

Being in a relationship with Chuuya Nakahara was one hell of a thing. Last tasks Mori gave you, took you away from your boyfriend, which as time went by, made him insecure. "Y/N are you cheating on me?" Chuuya asks with concern, you simply smile and say "Chuuya, I don't get it. Why do you even think I would cheat you with someone else?". Lately you had many tasks with Dazai and this only made Chuuya think that you preferred the brunette boy over him, "Then why you don't want to have sex with me?" Chuuya keeps his question up, hoping  you would be serious this time, you visibly tired and irritated, answer "Chuuya! I'm not going to support this ridicoulous drama because you feel jealous. We didn't fuck just because we've been busy and I'd like to rest in the night". Chuuya couldn't take it anymore and says "I'm leaving, better not be here when I come back" with that you try to stop him feeling the anger on him. He couldn't control his emotions and then he found you beside in a lack of blood "What did I do?" he said.

TIME SKIP 2 MONTHS

Since your accident with Chuuya you leaved Port Mafia and joined ADA. You always seemed depressed and blamed yourself for gettin Chuuya guilty. Chuuya, on the other hand, felt just like you. Dazai couldn't stand to see two lovers suffering for something he knew he could resolve. So one afternoon he just takes you with the excuse of a commission for a client. You were walking in the promenade watching the sunset until you see a short redhead boy a few meters away, "Dazai, what did you do?", he simply shrugged his shoulders and gestures Chuuya to join you and proclames "You two, you have to talk!" and leaves. The sunset shows off his fantastic hairs and blue eyes, suddenly you open your mouths and say in unison "I don't blame you, it was all my fault for not listening you!" you giggle and Chuuya flushes, "You're more handsome than ever Chuuya" he surprised, takes and deeply kisses you. Tongues intertwining, hands touching one another. Arriving at your apartment, the escalation goes quickly, and you find yourselves naked in your bed. Chuuya examines your body to remember every particular and he freezes just as he sees the scar from the injury he gave you, "It's ok, it's not your fault, I'm still here" you say while kissing his shoulder and jerking his cock to release some tension "Y-Y/N!" he says trying to complain, but the pleasure is too much so he just sit and let you take the lead to suck him. Your mouth goes deep down his shaft, pleasurable moans and caresses to your head are Chuuya's expressions to say that he loves you. You fast, suck and moan to elicite more pleasure until you feel it, a strong grip on your head and Chuuya saying "Ahhh Y/N please I want to cum, hold on for a second!" he pushes you deep down his cock until you feel his hips moving, feeling the tip in your throat and sperm overflowing your mouth. "Chuuya I really missed this" you say while touching your clit waiting for him to pleasure you. His fingers and face go in the middle of your thighs and start do devour your leaking pussy. Chuuya wants you to remember this night, it will be the last one, since he doesn't deserves you, he wants it to be memorable. After a while you cum hardly on his mouth, while he continues to pump his fingers in and out  "Just another one Y/N, make me proud!" "Ahh yes Chuuya, I' m cumming again" your grip on his hairs tighten almost afraid to loose him and you release in his mouth. He stands above you smiling, just like an angel, he waits you to regain your strenght and prepares to give you one night memorable stand. "Please Chuuya, fuck me" you say spreading your legs for him, his cock enters your pussy and twitches enjoying your warmness and tightness "Ahh Y/N you're just like I remember, I really missed this" he says while moving slowly to prevent any quickshot. Your eagerness takes prevail and you start to push his ass over you to feel more "Pleaase Chuuya more!" he couldn't say no so he just speeds, enjoying your moans and your grip over his back. Both of you lost in your pleasure start to push your body to meet and feel more "I love the way your cock enters me and give me pleasure" you say watching his cock disappearing inside you, hitting you deep inside. It's just a sentence but it can't help but remember him, when you were together and sex was your way to say I love you for the other. Pleasure overflow him, who gives his last pushes "Y-Y/N I'm cumming, I love y-you!" and shoot his semen deep inside you. Your orgasms are just an innuendo for other matches where your bodies connect and give both of you pleasure over and over again. You collapse huggin him and feeling his hearthbeat, you drove to sleep without thinking what is going to happen when you wake up.

TIMES SKIP 3 WEEKS

You didn't blame him again, the next morning you woke up with just a note left in the nightstand which says "You deserve the best and this couldn't definitely be me. Hope you'll be happy" you cried over that note every night before going to sleep and every morning after puking the guts from inside. You blamed this state to your depression and anxiety for not being with Chuuya, until one day Yosano comes after your visit to the toilet and asks you "Y/N excuse my rudeness, did your period arrive?" your eyes wide until you regain attention and say "Yosano could it be that I'm pregnant?"