Love and Shame Chuuya Nakahara x Reader

A Hard Journey

 It was 4 a.m but nothing stopped your stomach to turn down on you and let you get up to throw up for more than an hour. Hearing you on the bathroom for more than it took normally, Chuuya gets up and enters "I'm here, don't worry. Let everything out and stay better my love". His hand rubbing circle on your back helped you feeling better, but you couldn't help but cry everytime a wave of digestive juices came out from your mouth. Tears streamed from your eyes, pain was unbearable, but after 2 hours you finally finished, "Here love, take a glass of water. It will help", it was the fourth month and in contrast with Akiko's pregnancy you were experiencing heavy morning sickness, Chuuya helped you every way he could, but it didn't pass unobserved that you were loosing a lot of weight, despite all the things you ate. "Cmon princess, time to wake up!" Chuuya says kissing his daughter head, her eyes open and she greets "Goodmorning Daddy and goodmorning Hermes" she says stroking the cat who always slept with her. "Mom is going to take me at school?" Akiko asks while eating her honey cereals and tea, Chuuya pondering about her question says "Finish your breakfast, I'm going to wake mama and see if you will go with her". Entering the bedroom Chuuya says "Love is late, I know you're sick but we have to take Akiko to school and go to work" as far as he looked, you weren't in bed, you weren't in the walk-in closet, as soon as he opens the bathroom door he finds you laied on the marble floor covered in fluids "Ohh fuck, Y/N, Y/N don't worry I'm here, I bring you to the hospital". With that he took his phone and makes some calls, 15 minutes after Yosano and Ozaki burst the door and took Akiko "Hey princess, today Auntie brings you to school. Are you happy?" meanwhile Yosano arrived in the bedroom and find Chuuya at the bedside concerned "I found her laid in the bathroom covered in vomit and unconscious. What's happening?" Yosano worried check on you "Ok is not fever or any kind of infection, but we need to bring her to hospital". Chuuya POV: Meanwhile I change Y/N with clean clothes, the door opens and Ozaki says "Chuuya, don't worry about Akiko, I go with her and take her at home. See you soon" I sigh and say "Ok Yosano, we're ready" bringing you unconscious to the car was quite a  task, but Yosano didn't said anything, "Do you think she's going to be ok?" I ask looking at the rearview while driving, Yosano without leaving her eyes from you says "I'm not completely sure, but I think she's going to be fine. She lost a lot of energy that's why she passed out". At the hospital after some blood test and ultrasound Doctor Haramaki arrives and says "Mr Nakahara, you have done well coming here. Y/N is experiencing hyperemesis gravidarum, fortunately is a condition we can treat but we need to hospitalize her for some days. She is severely dehydrated, liquids and nutriments will be given with intravenous. The child is doing well, despite the condition, they will be fine don't worry", hearing his words I couldn't help but hug him and thank him "Ohh don't worry, it's my job and also I'm kind of attached to her since she's Akiko best friend" I smile confused at his statement but shrugged and went towards Y/N. "Hey baby, it's dad what are you doing to your mom, eh? You know that we love you but try to be patient and make her be fine, she needs a lot of strenght to bring you to the world you know?", (Narrator POV) You wake up to your husband talking to your child and you couldn't help but smile at the situation, Chuuya notices you wake up and turns to you saying "Ohh my love! I missed you, god I fucking missed you!" you smile and reply "Hey Chuuya, I love you too. But what's happening?" Chuuya face becomes serious and taking your hand he says "Doctor Haramaki said that you were severe dehydrated from all the morning sickness. You need to stay here for some days until your blood test will be better. Then we can go home and make a new diet and treatments for you. Don't worry both you and the baby are fine" you nodd and calm hearing Chuuya's words but you couldn't help but let some tears out "I'm sorry for this mess, I knew something was wrong but I simply thought it was normal for the pregnancy", Chuuya caresses you cheeck and kisses you deeply "Don't worry love, we're in this together and I want you to feel fine". Meanwhile your daughter arrives, accompanied by Ozaki and says "Hey auntie, I hate the baby, is making mom feel sick and I don't want this!", Ozaki alarmed by her words stops in the hospital's hallway "Akiko now! I don't want to hear such horrible words coming out from your mouth. Let's go to see her and you'll be sure that she's fine" Akiko was quite spoiled as daughter but when her parents or Ozaki scolded her she couldn't reply because she feared another lecture. Entering your room Akiko and Ozaki find you Chuuya and Yosano at your bedside, you were smiling and laughing and Akiko as soon as she sees  this, runs and jump on the bed hugging you tightly "Mooom" she says letting an ocean of tears fall down her porcelain face, she couldn't let you go for over 5 minutes and you had to to caress and kiss her to calm down. Chuuya smiles and thought that Akiko never showed so much attachment to you until now "Hey Red Princess, let your mother breath and come on my lap". After talking with her, doctor Haramaki arrives and says "The whole family here, Ms. Akiko, Ms Ozaki, and this wonderful girl! You grew up so much and you totally look like your father" Akiko smiling says "It's true, both me and daddy are really beautiful, my teacher and schoolmates say it everytime!" now everyone laughed but Akiko turns to you and says "But mom, how does he know me?" you smile and tell her the day she was born and she smiles "So Doctor Haramaki, are you going to help the baby be born just like you did with me? And mom is going to be fine, right?" Chuuya smiles at her straightforward attitude and the doctor says "Don't worry, your mother is in good hands and I will treat her properly. Now what do you think about seeing the baby?". Yosano and Ozaki squeeze hands happy to see the ultrasound and Akiko looked confused at the display "But, but Daddy. I can't see anything, it's black!", the doctor laughs and says "So this is your mother's belly, inside her there is this warm water were the baby swim and eat everything, This is the baby, and -oh- turns out you can know if it is a son or daughter. Would you like to know?" you and Chuuya nodd and the doctor says "Well it's a boy!" you smile clapping your hand and Chuuya kisses you happy "Now I'm the happiest man ever" Akiko smiles and leaving her father lap she runs in the room and taking her aunties clothes, she says "I'm going to have a brother, and I will teach him how to fight! Just like everyone of you do!". Yosano and Ozaki smile and say "We think it's time to go home and give Hermes some food, what do you think princess?", Akiko firmly nodds and giving a goodbye kiss to you and Chuuya, you stay alone in the room "Hey beautiful daddy" you say smiling to your husband "Hey beautiful mom, are you jealous of the teacher?" he says smirking, "Not at all, the one who has the opportunity to hold you in the bed and calls you father of her children, is me" Chuuya nears and kisses you deeply showing is love for you "Hey love, I think this is your time to choose the name for him", you smile and kissing him even deeper you say "What do you think about Kazue?" (Kazue means "The Favor of Harmony and Peace"), "I love it. And what do you think about it buddy?" he says caressing your belly, hearing his first kick, makes Chuuya visibly smile and says "I love you even more now".