Regret for life

The beggining of everything

A man called Uther Cecil  was a big owner of a big company which he inherited from his father.Everybody in this business world was jealous of him and wanted to be like him. However Uther wasn’t a perfect man, actually he had a terrible secret.

Uther was drinking his beer when he had an attack again. His body paralyzed , he forcely looked at the fire and saw his sister's face , he tried to scream but he couldn’t. Flame stated to speak ‘ You killed me! You killed me for this ridiculous fortune! You killed me big brother! I always trusted you and did everything for you but you killed me’ Uther’s eyes teared. After some seconds he was able to move again. He straightened up and glanced at the room full of portraits which belonged to his family, his terrible family. He took a big breath and remembered the day, the day he has been escaping for 25 years.

He was 25 year old when the tragedy happened, but when you look deeply the reason came from the bırth of Melanıe, his sister. His family is one of the strongest and biggest family in England for ages. They are loyal to the royal family. Cecil family have done whatever  royal family’s order, these orders consist mostly dark things. Uther is going to be the new head of family so his father educated him harshly from his birth. He even gave his newborn child poisons to give him immunity about this. After years his father starts to use violence him a lot because he was pathetic about everything.Uther get used to this, he thought all parents raise their children like this so he hasn't got a problem with this. However everything changed after her sister's birth. The father did the same thing to her but some reason she always get praise, father never using violence on her exclude training. Uther wondered why and jealous of her. One day he heard while he was passing in front of the father’s room ‘ Incredible she is stronger than most boys of her age! Also much more clever than all kids and for sure more clever and strong than her pitiful brother !’ Uther shocked and thought, ‘So this is the reason why they love her more than me.’ He start studying hardly.. Sometimes he did not even sleep for 2 days. He became stronger and get  good grades after some time his father started complaining less. He believed he is going to be a good head for the family. Sadly he was wrong, even he became better, this was the same for his sister. He did not know this because he have been escaping from her  since  after he heard she is better than him

After some years , Uther’s father came to his room and said he wanted to talk to him about something important after dinner at the living room. Uther didn’t feel that happy in his whole 24 year long life his father was wanting to talk specıally for the first one. When he went to the living room he understood the thing called dejavu. Before he knock the door he heard his father said ‘I can’t believe I'm saying this but Melanie is going to be  new head of our family even though she is a girl and second child ‘ this time Uther did not shock the only feeling he can feel is pure anger.  He went to garden and saw a lot of guests. He understood quickly his father is going to announce the new head of family now.

He took the gun from his room and went to his sister's room. He can not let all his effort go to waste. He entered the room. When Melanie saw her big brother he smiled big. ‘ Brother look, am I pretty? You know  İ've trained hard. I always want to talk to you but I haven’t got enough courage because you always look angry but now we can !’ she said and hugged him ‘ There’s no need to so much time to stud-’ her eyes opened, the gun voice covered the room. ‘ B-big brother ,why?’ Melanie said, ‘ Because you stole everything from me. I must be the new head of this family not you , I'm the oldest one can’t you understand?’ said Uther. ‘ I wanted to be like you big brother, you are confident and stubborn person, you won’t stop till get you want you are honest , even if your in trouble you always say the truth, most impotant you have courage I always want’ Uther shocked, Melaine’s body fell down but Uther hold her Melanie continued ‘ You are perfect person, you are my hero since our childhood we have a lot of good memories too brother I want to protect you from our family , I want you to escape this terrible fate so I trained harder when I heard you trained harder. Sorry brother I thought you can be happy if you have a normal life. farewell’ these were her last words. She closed her eyes and never opened again.