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I looked at him shocked then responded :"Yes, I am. E ....."
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."Yes I am Eren."
"Oh my god! You already know my name ? Did your parents say something about me ?" The brunette said with an enthusiastic tone
"Yeah,..."
Then we both ended the conversation, and an awkward silence started making me shiver. But luckily, the young boy broke it and said :
"Those dolls .... sounds fun .... right ?"
"Oh! Wanna play ?"
"Yes please!"
"Sure"
I gave him a doll that looked like Spiderman, in this world there wasn't Marvel or Disney, so he was surprised when he saw it,
"I personally asked my mother to make it for me since I really missed my previous life" I thought.
He obviously looked amazed by the looks that doll had, and I kind of enjoyed his reaction, it was cute. I giggled.
What did I just do! Snap it out Haneul,he is a main character that you shouldn't be evolved with.
But when I think about it ... What was he doing here? Why did he came? I can't just kick him out now for no reason ... Ugh why is everything so complicated. Right now, I should not act impulsively but rather wisely.
"Not too close but enough for him to not hurt me" I thought.
I should act neutral, that was the perfect term, so then everybody will be safe. Being on Eren's bad side would not benefit me at all, rather making things even more harder for me. I don't want him to get attached to the lowly side character I am. It will screw everything.
"Eren today is your birthday right ?"
Suddenly, the turquoise eyes boy stopped playing with his doll and looked at me, signaling me that he was paying attention to what I said. I smiled, not that surprised he was 7 years old after all.
"Yes" I could see that his beautiful eyes started to shine even brighter, he was excited.
"Happy birthday then" I said, then went back playing with my dolls.
I eye picked him to see his reaction. And I can see that he didn't really appreciate what I did. Oh my god! It's so funny teasing him.
Now then let's get into serious matters."What can I gift him, I haven't prepared anything for him." I thought
I sighted, but not loud enough for him to hear me, I can see that he is disappointed. Quick find something Haneul.
"Eum, Eren ?"
"Yes..." he was annoyed, I could feel that.
"Do you like this doll ?"
"Yes" he was rather more interested, but still weary of me.
"You can have it, I'm sor.."
He interrupted me :
"Oh really! Can I! Can I?"
"Yes, I didn't prepare anything for you, so you can have it. I'm sorry"
"Oh no it's absolutely fine... YOU ARE THE BEST! I love it, this is the most awesome gift I could ever have!" He was smiling, jumping, he was happy.
Suddenly the thought of this little joyful boy crying, feeling broken, weak, incapable, when he lost the person he treasured the most to a Titan, came through my mind.
I want to change things, I want him to be happy, but this must happen for the sake of the character's development. I cannot risk anything. The future is scary, dark anf obscure, even though I know what will happen, I'm still feeling frustrated, rather terrified. I want to save everyone, but I also want to live.
Horrible scenes of people getting eaten by Titans strated showing up. Oh no!
I was snapped out when I felt two small arms, wrapping my waist. A head resting on my shoulder, feeling it going deeper and deeper into my neck. I was shocked. What's happening ?
But then I calmed down, when I heard, that familiar sweet voice, Eren's voice.
"Shhhh ... Everything is alright I'm here, don't cry ..." he said.
I'm crying ? Was it that bad ? I don't know, it's already being several years since my reirth here, maybe I'm starting feeling pressured, not that much years are left.
He was patting my head. His right hand was on my back now, his left one was strolling my hair playfully. My head resting on his small chest. I enjoyed this peaceful moment.
"I feel warm" I thought.
I finally pushed him away carefully, getting out of his embrace, I looked at him. My green eyes feeling lost in his turquoise gems.
"Thank you" I whispered.
he nodded as a responce.
I don't know what happened to me, but I need to control myself, I can't show my weak side to anyone, I'm strong and I'll always be.
"It's now 9pm, don't you think it's time for you to sleep ?" I asked Eren.
"Yeah, I should go" he answered
"Goodnight"
"Goodnight Eren"
I should really stop overthinking everything, or I will have another breakdown.
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