Mirror

Introduction

Running away from my problems isn't my first choice. My first choice was to face it but I failed to do so. My life was kinda tough but I kept saying to myself that it is easy enough for me to cope. Living with a family that doesn't care about you was very tough and difficult too. But I did it, I survived. And now here we are in the present time.

I left home when I was 18 and stayed with my supportive aunt. She is the most kindest aunt I ever had. So I stayed with her till I move in to my new apartment.

My life isn't that great because everyone had big expectations on me. In the family, I am the oldest and the role model. My parents expectations were to high for me that one time I decided to end my life but something stop me. My aunt.
She is the one that helped me when I was at my lowest and the only one I could trust. I still remember that day so clearly. I was sitting on the roof, contemplating ending my life.

When I got a message from her telling me if I had eaten and I knew that day she was the one who kept me alive. I couldn't fail her again. I didn't know where to go, what am I to do? I don't want to burden her but I also can't face the rest of my family either.

But I give up and face my parents eventually. I told them that I want to leave their house and start a new life. They wouldn't care enough and kick me out of the house. That why I ended in my aunt's house. She was quite happy that I came to her first.
The reason why I am writing all this is because I still kept in touch with my aunt. Though we didn't speak much but I at least I didn't need to worry about her not accepting me again.

My name is Ae-ri. I am 20 and I am still schooling as a university student. I am still staying with my aunt but I am soon moving to my new apartment. My life is easy since I have no responsibilities but the stress of the future still looming over me.

I studied business for my university. It not that hard because I get to learn how to start a business.  I think I would do anything to avoid getting a job.

The most exciting part is moving in to my new apartment. I can't really wait to stay by myself. My aunt I quite proud of me to handle thing with my own hands. I decided to move out because I don't want to troublesome her.

That's why I start to move out. "Well tommorow is my first day of school..I should take a rest huh." You said to yourself before closing your laptop.

You then put your laptop aside and laid down. You look at the ceiling before dozing off.