Life Saver

Awkward.

Once Austin pulled up I stood up and walked over to the car once he told me to get in i was already in the car... he just looked at me.

"What's going on? Why are you at the hospital. Don't tell me your pregnant. im the father arent i? omg how could this happen. why didnt yo- before he could finish i cut him off.

"Austin shut up!!! im not having a baby! If I was I'm pretty sure you wouldn't know until he or she was born"

"WHAT?! NOW WHYS THAT?" he yelled.

"Because Austin you cheated." Tears filling my eyes.

" I'm sorry! I told you she came at me."

"Yeah and you contuined to go at her. Austin.. I don't wanna hear this." I said looking at him.

"Mal ( nickname for Malia) you know I didn't mean for that to happen I tried to push her off. You know that I love you and only you." He started crying.

"Oh my god. I didn't know I meant that much to you." I pulled him into a hug.

He continued to cry. Soon he got up and looked at me, he pulled up his sleeve "Mal your the reason I stopped this." I traced my finger over his cuts. He looked down at them and said " your the reason my suicidal thoughts stopped, your the reason I stopped hurting myself, your the reason I'm still here."

All I could do was cry. I didnt know what to say I never knew I was the reason he stopped. " Austin..."

"You don't have to say anything. Just know that she came at me. She told me that if I didn't kiss her she would tell you I got her pregnant, and I couldn't have that"

He was now holding my hand.

"Austin, did you get her pregnant?"

"What! No! I would never." He was now looking at me confused. "Why would you say that?"

I didn't say anything

"Malia why would you say that? Do you seriously think I would sleep with her?"

" I don't know. After I walked in on you two in your bed and you being shirtless and her on top of you! What am I supposed to think? That she was forcing you. That's definitely not what it looked like!" I was yelling now.

"We have been together for 3 years and you think I would just go screw some girl. You know I love you always have and always will." He was tearing up again.

"Austin please stop crying. This isnt going to get us anywhere."

"I cant help it. I fucked up big time."

"Can we please change subjects?" I asked.

"Why are you at the hospital?" he asked.

" Emma was in a accident and is in a coma."

"omg im soo sorry." he said " did you walk here ?" he asked.

"No Taylor brought me but..." i stopped myself before i got tay in trouble.

" He what?" He asked concerned..