Life Saver

ugh -_- school

Sometimes I wonder if it was all worth it. Was the pain really worth? Was all the heart break worth it? Was losing you worth it? There are so many what ifs, what if I changed would you still love me? What if I gave myself to you would you still love me? What if I become everything you ever wanted would you still love me? So many questions unanswered...

I looked up and closed my notebook realizing that it was 1:30 am and I had school that morning. I rolled over and turned my lamp off and fell asleep.

As my alarm went off a mediately snoozed it for the 10th time. I really didn't want to go to school that day. I just wanted to say in bed.

The next thing I know my phone is ringing I look down to see who it is... Its Emm's mom (Emms my best friend her really name is Emma but I call her Emm)

Me: uhhh hello? Mrs. Caniff?

Mrs.Caniff: Malia I have some terrible news I need you to come over now.

Me: but I have school.

Mrs.Caniff: I already called your mom and she told the school your not going. So please come over.

Me: ok, well let me get dressed and I will be right over.

Mrs.Caniff: ok please hurry!

I hung up the phone and jumped in the shower really fast. I got out and went to my closet, I put on a pair of skinny jeans and my red vans... Oh yeah I also put on my 1D T-shirt. I ran down stairs, grabbed an apple and walked out the door.

I ran down the street as fast as I could. I was pretty my that my brother took my car to school this morning... I ran up to Emma's door and knocked.. I waited for about 2 seconds and her mom already had the door opened and was pulling me in...

You can tell she's been crying.

Me: what's going on? Where's Emma?

Mrs.Caniff:....

Me: Where is she!!

Mrs: Caniff: *crying*

Me: "Damn it!" I look over and I see Taylor crying on the couch. " For the love of god, Taylor  where is she!?"

Taylor: s- she was in a accident... *sobbing*

Me: wait what!? What kind of accident?

Taylor: she was in a car accident. And she's now at the hospital.... Malia she's not doing well...

Me:... Why this....

Taylor gets up and walks over to me and puts his arms around me. As I'm crying into his should he says to me " Malia I know this is hard. Its hard for us all and she will make it. And in the meantime I'm here for you."

"Thank you Tay" I say barely getting it out.

I look up at him to see his beautiful eyes looking back at me. As another tear rolls down my face, he wipes it away with his thumb I can't help but smile.

"How about I take you to see her?" He says trying to say without stuttering.

" I don't know if I can handle it  Caniff." I say still locked eyes with him.

"Its gonna be ok, I promise you." He says while taking my hand and leading me out side.

*20 minute car ride*

As we finally pull up to the hospital I feel a tear escape my eye, Harry leans over and wipes it away.

"Malia come on, get it together Emma wouldn't want to see you like this."

I look over at him "you know what, your right" I sniffle one last time and I get out of the car.

We walk into the main office. I walk up to the front desk.

"Umm excuse me ma'am, can you please tell me where Emma Caniff is located?"

The lady in the typical nures outfit looks up at me, smiles and was about to speak but then Taylor walked up next to me and puts his arm around me. The nures gives me a dirty loom and says " its only family"

"I'm he- ah I was cut off by Taylor saying " I'm her brother and she's with me now can you please tell me where my sister is?"

" umm yeah she's on the 3 floor in room 328."

"Thanks love" taylor says to her as we walk to the elevator...

We finally make it to her room harry opens the door for me and I see her just laying there cut up bruised up and broken... I look up at him and run away....

taylor comes running after me...