Afternoon baths

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A mask on my face
Trying to cover the dry and tired skin
From all these nights I was awake
From all these nights I cried

In my head just the fact I gained weight
Concentrated not to lose it again

Soft pink way too hot water starts to cover my body
Giving my nearly white skin some color
Some life

Music playing in the background
Pushing me out of reality

The water try's to wash away all this fear
All this worry
But red stains

I'm fine
I just try to escape
I just need to write
But I'm fine
Everything's fine

I learned how to believe in hope
I try to teach everyone

I fail
But I won't give up

I am so tired of living like this Wo Geschichten leben. Entdecke jetzt