just some mcyt oneshots

"I Guess I Don't Need This Anymore..."

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THIS IS A RE-UPLOAD FROM AMINO !! SO IF YOU'RE HERE FROM AMINO YOU ALREADY SAW THIS AA SORRY- ALTHOUGH I'VE GOT GOOD NEWS FOR YOU ! I'M CURRENTLY WRITING A SCHLATTBUR ONESHOT, SO IF THAT INTERESTS YOU, WELL THAT'S COMING SOON !

And yes ik the drawing is kinda ugly but it's all i managed to do to illustrate the necklace scene oK-

My writing is such dogshit lmfao i can't 😍
Being a non native english speaker is hard cuz like,,,,, i constantly ask myself shit like "Is this word even relevant anymore" or "How the scheiße is that spelled" or even "Does this word even exist"
So yeah, if like,,,, i use,,,, the same word multiple times,, it's cuz my dumbass started questionning my entire english knowledge,,,
I would very much appreciate critisism ! Lmk if there's anything i can improve in my writing ^^

Quick resume : This is the aftermath of the wedding (ik i'm late as hell shut up i got this idea at like 2:30am). To make it short, it's Fundy going ballshiters and having a breakdown.

Info : Fundy is a fox hybrid. He has fox ears, a fox tail, and his forearms are basically like the ones in Beastars (basically they're covered in short, light orange fur. His nails are like claws (they grow faster than average, and grow to be pointy at the end)). Dream and he have both identical necklaces. Those necklaces are rose gold chains with a little diamond attached to it. Those little diamonds were made out of the original diamond Fundy used to propose to Dream.
(All this info is gonna be relevant for the story i swear)

Enjoy the story !

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Fundy watched his loved one's avatar reduce to little particles before dissapearing completely. His throat was scratchy, his knees were wobbly, his entire body was shivering.

His little Dreamy, his love, his everything, had just left him. And there he was, not moving from his place, scared he'll break down at any sudden move.

He started feeling like the walls around him were closing in on him, like all the looks of the other people present, full of pity, waiting for his next move, were piercing holes through him.

He needed to breathe, he needed to get out of this gigantic mess, just for a second.

He sprinted towards the alley, where his sweet baby walked down moments ago. He pushed the doors open, ignoring the calls of his friends.

He quickly closed the doors after him. He didn't want to deal with other people right now. He didn't want to deal with anything. His tail was wagging furiously in annoyance, his ears were flickering rapidly.

He felt so betrayed, so angry. Not only at Dream, not only at George, but also at himself. He started mumbling out loud words like "Was i not enough" or "Did i do something wrong". He tried to contain his anger, but he needed to scream. He needed to let it out.

He grabbed his cap and threw it, the metallic outlines of it making a faint tint as it hit the ground.

"WAS I NOT FUCKING ENOUGH ?" Fundy yelled at an imaginary enemy. He was having this screaming match all by himself, but at least it relieved him a bit from his anger.

"TELL ME. WAS I NOT ENOUGH ? I GAVE YOU ALL THE FUCKING LOVE I HAD. I CODED ALL THIS SHIT FOR YOU, HELL, I EVEN GOT A SERVER BUILT FOR YOU. AND YOU. YOU DO THIS." Fundy stopped his yelling for a bit to catch his breath. It was clear he was having an argument with his "fiancé" currently. But he was alone. All alone. He yet still continued to shout at this fictional version of Dream.

"I LOVED YOU, YOU KNOW. I FUCKING LOVED YOU. AND I STILL FUCKING DO. I FUCKING LOVE YOU DREAM. AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO HANDLE ALL OF THIS." His voice started cracking, going into a higher pitch. It was obvious he was trying not to cry.

"What made you go ?" he spoke softly.
"Was it the way i act ? Was it the way i talk ? Was it how i look ?" he asked, his eyes fluttering shut to hold back tears.
He walked over to the doors, and sat down next to them, his back pressed against the wall.

He loosened his tie and took off his jacket, mindlessly throwing it away. He pushed up the sleeves of his shirt, and looked at his forearms.

"Was it the fact that i'm a hybrid ?" Fundy whispered, his voice cracking yet again, making him finish his sentence in a high pitched voice.

He clenched his fists for a quick moment. His tail was hitting the ground at a regular pace. A slow, somehow reassuring pace. The silence was filled with the little "flops" his tail made each time it went back down. But soon the pace started slowing down, and Fundy's tail curled up on his lap and between his legs. He wasn't mad anymore, just sad. He brought his knees to his chest, burying his face in them.

"I thought you loved me too, Dream." he cried out, tears flowing down his face.

He squeezed his knees, wanting to dissapear right this instant. He took one hand of his legs to grab his tail and bring it up to face. He enjoyed cuddling with it, it was like a big pillow he carried everywhere. He usually hugged it for comfort, and man did he need comfort right now. He snuggled close to his tail, his body occasionaly shaking with muffled sobs.

He cried so much he eventually had no more tears left to cry. He just let out small whines and whimpers, stopping after a bit. He sat up, looking at the sky.

He passed his hand through his hair, and let out a shaky sigh. His hand then went to the back of his neck, grabbing a thin rose gold chain. He carefully took off the necklace, and held his hand in front of his face. The little diamond at the end of the chain glowed a bit as a ray of sun was directed right towards it.

Fundy remembered exactly the story of this small, blue diamond. He had went to a jeweler to get the original diamond, the one he used for his proposal, cut into two pieces, both in the form of a raindrop. But, when they were put together, they formed a heart. Fundy remembered the exact words he said to Dream when he gave him the necklace.

"It represents how i feel. When you're with me, the heart is complete, and i'm happy. When we're apart, i'm just a little, sad raindrop"

Dream had giggled after Fundy said this. He had told him he felt the same. They both promised to never come apart.

What a pretty fucking lie.

Fundy let the necklace slide down his index finger, making it stop as it arrived at the end of his claw. He stared at the necklace. After a bit, he chuckled, shutting his eyes. He stayed like this, eyes closed, the necklace lightly moving from the wind.

He slightly opened his eyes, still looking at the diamond. He let out those 7 words, the ones he'll never forget. The one he spoke when he let go of his world, of the only person he felt like he could hold onto in any situation. The words he muttered while he let the necklace fall on the ground, signifying he had let his love go.

"I guess I don't need this anymore"

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A/N
WHOOOOOOOOO FIRST ANGST ONESHOT BAYBEE LET'S GOOOOOOO
My writing is such shit, i hate it so much but i mean i hope you guys enjoy it ?
This uh. Trainwreck. Took me around 1h30 to write. 3hrs if you had all the time i spent in bed brainstorming about how tf i was gonna write this.
I'm sorry if there's like,,,,,, spelling errors,,,, or missing words,,,,,, or sentences that make no sense,,,,,, i'm just like,,, running on like,,,, 3hrs of sleep,,,,,,,
My brain is fried please forgive me
ANYWAYS UH KISSES AND LUV, I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT REST OF UR DAY MWAH 💕

- Rose🌹