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i see you in my dreams...
"come back to me angel, please"
that sentence rang in my head all day yesterday.
i couldn't even sleep, everytime i tried he popped up in my dream.
im stuck on what to do. he could have changed, maybe he didnt. i kind of didnt care, i loved him no matter what he did to me.
i used to love his abuse.
sure we were kids, but i remember everytime he slammed me to the ground. i remember everytime we fucked he told me he loved me then we fought so hard i could barely walk through the hallways. i remember when everytime he slapped me he would apologize and blame it on how his dad used to hit him.
i remember.... everything, like it happened yesterday.
i still fucking love him though.
i still want us to fuck again.
what's wrong with me?
i mean i talked to other girls, had sex with other girls to never think about us.
he said two sentences to me, and i feel like 16 year old angel again.
