I question all

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Human verison, sophie doesn't meet anyone until later in this and is best friends with Tam and Lihn before meeting everyone 

I wonder ever day

Is there something more? 

How long will this go one? 

I don't think I can handle? 

What if somethings wrong with me? 

Why does everyone hate me?

Can't you just do something right? 

Why am I a failure? 

Are those bags under my eyes purple now?

Don't let the memories come back.

Stop causing others pain. 

POV: Sophie 

I can't get the thoughts out of my head, the world spins, my mind races and everything disappears. 

I can't wake up in the morning,  or go to sleep at night. I'm getting restless. 

Waking up for another day of tortue a.k.a school, I hate school. Only bullying, boring classes, and mean teachers is all that's given to me at school. Just as my day started all my thoughts from last night come crashing down on me. Is there anything for me to not deal with now. 

My morning started off the usual, went to school, said hi to Tam and Lihn they tried cheering me up because they know I've been having a ruff time. When my whole body goes numb from one phone call. 

My phone rings and I'm walking half way down the lunch courtyard, everyone's there as always.  " hello, is this Sophie Foster?" says the voice on the other line. 

"Um yes, who are you?" 

"Ma'am I'm sorry to inform you but your parents have been killed in a open shooting, again I'm so sorry." 

I dropped the phone, I stopped breathing. 

How? Why? This isn't real, I.. I... can't live without them. 

The courtyard is silent observing, absolutely hearing the phone call. There's to many emotions, the grip I had was slowly slipping away. I just broke down..... 

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh! I'M DONE, I'VE HAVE LOST EVERYTHING! I HAVE NO REASON TO CARE, THIS IS TOO MUCH FOR ME, I'M A CHILD LET ME LIVE MY LIFE" I broke down crying. I sobbed so hard on the floor I was sure i had a puddle around me. 

Lihn hugged me even though she knew it wouldn't help enough, Tam was getting everyone to stop staring and leave, thank you tam. Tam took me out of lihn's arm and carried me to his house with Lihn that was down the street from school.  I fell asleep in the comfort of tam and lihn's arms awaiting the long day infront of me. 

Hey everyone there is going to be a few parts for you, sorry this one is sad but it will get better, I'll try updating more though.

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