soft sunset over the once lamanburg (Wilbur × reader) (new one on my page)

entry 1

Entry 1: lost hope

As the bombs fell down over the once lamanburg you could hear a particular voice to the side of you.
"N-No!" It started of soft then boomed loudly. You look over to see tommy yelling up at the obsidian structure above us. Tears slowly fell down your face as you saw all the memories of the place you once loved being blown to pieces infront of your own eyes.
You started to shake then suddenly you felt a welt in your chest as you see a particular gray figure.
"Oh no, ghostbur!" You hear tommy say as he almost tryed to jump out to get ghostbur our of there.
"Wh-what why is everything blown up? Where is ... Friend?" He was holding a stack of blue as he walked around confused about his surroundings "ghostbur!" I yelled and he turned his head over to use.
"Y/n, tommy? What's going on?" He tilts his head softly as he walked over to you and tommy.
"Ghostbur im ... Im so sorry" you walk over to him and hug him almost falling to your knees in tears.
"Hay y/n, its ... Its going to be ok" he may be taller then you but he lets you on your knees as you hugged a little more as he tryed to calm you.
"Do . . . do you know where friend is?" He tilted his head softly was he didn't let go untill you did. You shook your head no as he got up once you let go.
"I . . . i need to go talk to some one" he walked up to the black Obsidian structure.
"phil . . . why did you blow up l'manburg?" His voice quivered he started to shake softly.
"We needed to send a message, will" philzas dead voice rang in ghostbur's head.
"You knew friend- you knew friend was in your house." He sounded upset.
"Hes got infinite cannon li-" ghostbur cut him off.
"you knew friend was in your house!" He clenched his fist. Yelling at his once known father. Philza tryed to repeat what he was going to say but ghostbur cut him off once again.
"Stop! Stop! Stop! You knew friend was in your house! You knew everything anyone owned was in this town!" Tears fell down his face once more.
" i did" philza finally got a word in the ghost but continued
"I-i don't want to hear what you have to say!" He repeated this once again
"I've read the history books, I've read the history books. . . you-you slayed the dragon. You slayed alivebur. You were- you're the saint george of the dream smp. We understand, everyone understands that phil. . .but look what you've done. How can you look at this and still see yourself as a hero?" He fell onto his knees looking up at the man he once trusted. "Sending a message, sending a message!" He started to brake down. Now with his hands on the ground as he looked down at. The hole in the earth. He looked up seeing his father flown down to him. Philza glared at him. You kept a close eye making sure philza didn't do anything.
"Not to rebuild the government. Not to take genuinely wholehearted people and turn them against each other with power and corruption. That's why wil, i don't want to see it happen again." He turned around half way threw his words showing his wings folded up.
"So you'd make me suffer" philzas eyes widend
" i-i don't know what alivebur did and im really trying to remember, but i know what i did and i just wrote books" ghostbur looked up at the winged male. His voice started to shake more.
"Remember the lanterns we used to make? I built them, i built a house for people. I-i didnt hurt anyone" he stood up making philza face him with force.
"Yet im the one who pays! I sowed the seeds of peace and yet, im the one who pays for war." He started to shake again "i know im forgetful, i know im an amnesiac, and i know im the comic reliefs in your storys, but i-i still feel this i still feel this." His voice calmed down a bit, "I-i still feel things" he chocked out. "Im trying my best to make sure no one feels it." He said as he sizzled in the rain.
"Im sorry, maybe you'll understand some day" philza said as he flew up to the obsidian thing in the sky. He soon stared at the big hole. You walk up to him and put a slow hand on his shoulder. "Maybe we should go" you say tilting your head softly as you walk twords the others with ghostbur.

{Author here ^^ hope you enjoyed this small idea im so sorry to cut it short i know but its like 3 am currently. Also this is my second ever book so please dont hate Good bye}