Feitan x Fem! Reader

Chapter 4: Ticking Time Bomb.

"If its February 12th, then my time runs out on February 15th.. Maybe I could just ask him to be my valentine? no that's corny." You thought ideas to yourself until the sun rose, never finding the right one. 

55 hours remain.

You got up since it was really early, the sun shining a bit into your room, the wind blowing in. You got up and changed into (Outfit of Choice). "I didn't sleep at all. Gosh, damn you Hisoka." you muttered, looking into a half shattered mirror. You applied (Amount of makeup of choice) In your favorite style, it nicely complimented your outfit! 

*EN: If you go bare face ignore that \(=//=)/*

You walked out to see Hisoka, Chrollo, Pakunoda and Feitan awake. Hisoka eyed you down smirking. That immediately made a shiver rush down your body. You decided to sit beside Feitan who was reading. He looked up, shifting his gaze from his book to you. "Good morning Fei!", He muttered it back. He seemed embarrassed? Maybe we're just overthinking it. He seems pretty distracted by his book anyways. You sat beside him, silently playing games on your phone for around 23 minutes, you turned off your phone and Feitan looked away, back to his book. Everyone was awake now. There was nothing important to do today, so you went to a nearby supermarket and stole a small crate of raspberries, not because you were hungry, but because you were bored and wanted time to think of your confession. You sat outside, eating your raspberries silently, watching a few people look outside for you. You were deep in thought. You headed back to the base, tossing out the small wooden crate. You decided to sit in your room for a bit and draw. You weren't all that good at it, but you learnt how to draw anime-styled portraits and poses at a young age. It was really just a slight talent that you dragged along. Your favorite part was the hair, looking at the movements was fun to you. You were so zoned out and focused on your plan that you had barely realized you were drawing anymore. A few hours later it was lunch. So you got up and put your notebook away, stuffing it under a rock. you went outside your room and saw Phinks, Machi, Chrollo and Hisoka. None really interested you, so you headed outside again, sitting and thinking, once again.. of your confession. 

49 hours remain. 

You spent the rest of the day running around supermarkets, stealing random little snacks. You got bored of it, since people gave up on looking for you. You headed back to base and lied down. "This is so stressful. What if I lose my only friend??" eventually you fell asleep.

31 hours remain. Halfway there.

Another day passed. It was now valentines day. only 20 something hours remained, you knew you needed to confess today, but how. Something stupid in your mind told you to do a note. You knew you were too wimpy to do it in person, but you had to try. right? you scribbled down a letter...

"Hey Fei!

It's Y/N, Would you mind meeting me outside at 3:30 PM sharp?

/(=u=)/ "

You heard him in his room, you didn't care what he was doing and slipped it under his door. "It's only 1:24 PM, I have a few hours to think this through." You thought to yourself, as you walked away silently. You heard his footsteps walk towards the door and pick it up, that made you terrified. You didn't know why but you were scared. You sat down and thought out a decent confession in your head, you checked your phone just as the clock ticked 1:57 PM. You spent the rest of your time pushing back any "What ifs" in  your head. Now was not the time to be scared. After an hour or 2 of thinking you checked your phone.. "2:54 PM, 40 minutes remain." You couldn't wimp out now.