I've Fallen In love With A Whore. (Niall Horan Fanfic)

I just can't help myself.

A/N: hey chickens! Omg its Christmas Eve yaaaaaaaaaaaay! Im so excited :) all of my family have to wear geeky Christmas jumpers so we're all festive! kinda cute haha! hope you all have a great christmas! thankyou for the votes! & omg my reads are now red! Yayay it may only be in its 2000's but its made me happy so thankyou all! And thanks to 'Lolachi and RhiannaJohnson' for commenting, it means a lot! 4 votes for next chapter! Mwah xxx

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''Come on Darcey, they're gonna be here in a minute!'' Lillie shouts up the stairs as i take out my last hair roller and spray my hair with hairspray, a few people say how they would love to have my hair because it looks like Cheryl Coles, but its hard work and annoys me after a while. Quickly pulling out a big knitted jumper and skinny jeans i change From my work clothes.

''Im coming!'' I groan, i got forced into going ice skating today because Louis insisted that we all had to attend. I cant look at Lillie in the same way, every time i look at her guilt washes over me, making me forget what i was doing and focus on how much of a bad friend I've been. As of Harry i haven't seen him since we kissed, i cant keep the 'because i have feelings for you' sentence from repeating inside my empty head. I cant even think straight recently, what if i had started to develop feelings for Harry? It would be so much more complicated. Last night i couldn't sleep at all, my parents had returned and the 'what if' situations had been circling my head making it 10x harder. So as i was lying with my headphones in, i realised that i may be developing feelings for Harry, although my feelings for Niall are so much stronger, they're different kind of feelings, i ask myself if i have feelings for Harry just because he made me feel wanted and admitted his feelings for me. So there you go, i have feelings for 2 different boys who are bestfriend's. If i dont leave all the boys im going to end up making them argue and i would never want that to happen.

''Hey! Here she is!'' Zayn cheers as i walk downstairs slipping on my converse.

''Im here,'' i smile forcefully. Trying my best to cover up the problems i have.

''You ok?'' Louis asks, slipping his hand into Eleanor's.

My eyes scan the people standing in front of me in the hallway and land on Harry. His eyes are distant like they were that day, his hands were awkwardly tucked into his jean pockets, then to Niall who was just typing away on his phone acting as if i dont exist, his eyes slowly tear away from the screen that was so very interesting and meet mine. ''Yeah im fine,'' i reply.

''Well come on then!'' Perrie chirps. We pile out of the house and begin our journey to the ice skating rink, which is apparently 20 minutes away.

After a few jokes and tweets that the boys thought would be funny to tweet on my twitter we arrive at the big building shaped as an igloo. We enter the building as Louis asks for all our shoe sizes. I take in the view and giggle a little as i see a few people slipping every where, which reminds me, i cant skate. Why did i forget that?

''Erm can all you guys skate?'' I question, turning to the 5 gorgeous girls in front of me.

''No! Liam said he's going to teach me though, I've only been once,'' Danielle smiles warmly.

''Im ok at it i guess,'' Perrie shrugs, also smiling.

''No way in hell!'' Lillie shakes her head giggling.

''I can, me and my dad used to go when i was little,'' Eleanor informs, staring at one spot.

''Oh! Well atleast i aren't the only one,'' i excuse myself and walk over to the boys, Niall passes me my skates as we exchange an awkward stare, his eyes making me lost. I thank him and turn to Louis.