I've Fallen In love With A Whore. (Niall Horan Fanfic)

What if

A/N: hey hey chickens! I was going to update sooner but then i went shopping with my girlies, it was such a good day! & may i say that their are some hot boys around! Phew... I got blown away by a Zayn malik look a like.. I thought it. Was him and my heart fell to my stomach.. Then i realised it wasn't and i was jus staring like a nob.. It was disappointing :(

Anyway, thanks for the votes guys!! Oh and my 4 lovely commenters :)

5 votes and 1 comment for next chapter!! So it will make it 74 votes! Yay i can count...

This chapter is pooey, so sorry:(

Love you all x x x

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''What is Demi going on about?'' Lillie's voice echoes through the getting smaller kitchen and too my ears.

Why am i such an idiot?!? Why did i sleep with Harry? Why?

''Lillie i im sorry!'' I stutter.

''Sorry? Sorry?'' She huffs, sticking her tongue in the side of her Rosie pink cheek and shaking her head, in disappointment.

''Yes! I really am, none of it was meant to happen!''

''What exactly happened?'' She questions, a tear rolling down her cheek leaving a line in her blusher.

''We erm, we-''

''Spit it out then!'' She shouts, making our audience of Demi, Niall, Louis, Harry, Zayn, Liam and Danielle jump.

''We.. we slept with eachother.'' I barely whisper, wiping away the tears escaping my eyes.

Expecting a reply we stand awkwardly in silence until Lillie storming outside the front door awakens me from the little fantasy of being normal with the others i was having, making me run after her.

''Lillie please just stop and hear me out!'' I shout down the darkened, empty street only lit by few lamp posts, the vicious rain hitting every spot of my drained body.

''No Darcey! I've had enough! I've had it up to here with hearing people out!'' She cries, holding her shaky hand above her head as an example.

''I didnt mean for this to happen, i was lonely and one thing lead to another, he made me feel wanted and i just, i felt happy for once'' i attempt to explain.

''Is this because of what happened with Aiden? Is that it? You felt like i didnt make it up to you enough so you thought you'd hurt me?'' She shouts, each word stabbing me as she rubs her face in frustration.

''No! Im sorry Lillie i really am! I knew straight after i did it that i was wrong and i knew how much it'd hurt me if i lost you because of this,''

''Oh well thats great then! Thats so great that you realised sleeping with your bestfriend's boyfriend is wrong!'' She laughs, raising her fingers making quote signs on the word bestfriend.

''I forgave you so why can't you forgive me? Huh?''

''Yeah after 2 months! Am i not allowed to be angry?'' She questions, smoothing back her soaking wet hair.

''I didnt say that! All i said is that i forgave you, i considered what you said and i heard you out! I realised that it wasnt worth chucking our friendship away! But fine if thats how you're gonna be then i give up, i give up on making everybody happy! Atleast what we done was one time, not like you and Aiden, your's lasted a fricking month! I forgave you because i knew that everyone makes mistakes, but obviously you're to selfish!''

Heavily breathing as Lillie nears, a slight feeling of hope washes over me, until its knocked right back out by her hand impacting sharply onto my cheek, making it hurt 10x more because its wet and cold.

''Ours was different! We loved eachother!'' She spits as she runs off down the dimly lit street, disappearing into the darkness, leaving me to stand in the rain hoping that this was all a dream and i was back at the nightclub where i first met Niall.

''Did it mean anything to you?'' Harry's voice overpowers the splashes of the rain and hits my ears.

Slowly turning around to face him, i reply.

''I dont know Harry,'' i whisper. ''I dont know anything right now!'' I raise my hands in the air and slam them back down again, shrugging.

''It meant something to me, even though it was just some stupid shag down an ally''

''Look Harry, im sorry, im sorry that im probably hurting you right now by saying this but i have very deep feelings for Niall and i want him, thats it, that's what I want, Niall! You'll find a girl who loves you so much one day, and you'll feel the same, you've just gotta wait, this sounds harsh but you can't waste most of your days down because the girl you have feelings for has feelings for your best mate, you just can't.'' Walking past him, his big hands grab my wrist and pulls me into his toned chest, covered by a wet polo and blazer.

''What if that girl was standing right in front of me now but didnt know because she was confused how she felt.'' His hot breath tickles my face with each word.

This situation is hurting badly right now, the fact that im standing here hurting someone who cares about you's feelings, the fact that that person only wants to be happy with a person he wants, or the person he thinks he loves. I can understand how he feels because its happened to me, watching the person you love/ like, love/like someone else is hard, but it gets easier when you realise that you're better off without them and that there is someone out there for you, who actually loves you back. It gets easier, once you know that the Person you love is nearer than you think and that all they want is exactly what you want, happiness.

''What if that girl had just ran off upset hoping that her prince would run after her?''

Removing his grip leaving my wrist cold, his eyes roam my face and land on mine, i stare back in hope too try and search for a thought of his, running through his head covered by chocolate curls that makes nearly every girl melt, along with all of his other features.

Harry's lips touch mine lightly leaving a sweet quick peck before he runs off into the same direction Lillie went, once again leaving me too stand surrounded by my guilt.