When I said I was busy
That was no lie
And I hope you will understand
When I tell you why
I was busy
Watching life pass me by
I was busy
Trying not to cry
I was busy
Living in regrets
Trying so hard
To forget
I was busy
Living in the past too
Busy wishing
Dreams will come true
I was busy
Trying not to explode
From life's heavy load
I was busy
Trying not to fall apart
Trying to mend
A broken heart
I was busy
Fighting with my demons
Tormenting my soul
I was busy
Trying to stay in control
I was busy
Trying to ease the pain inside
Pain I am trying so hard to hide
I was busy
Trying to disguise
The pain so raw
In my eyes
I was busy
Trying to save
My sanity
Trying not to go
Crazy
I was busy
Pretending I am okay
I was busy
Trying to survive
Another day
This is my kind of busy
I am not ashamed to admit
And i would never apologize for it
Now when I say I'm busy
Do you understand why
And you wouldn't think
I'm telling a lie.
