The New Kol Mikaelson

7 - Messed up

Warning: there is a suicide and emotional scene in this chapter. also mentions of rape. Honestly it's going to be really messed up chapter so if you don't want to read it, I'll explain in a nicer way in the next chapter what happened.

Kol POV

After our father drove the sword trough our hearts, I saw everything through my own eyes. From my first moments on this earth  to the point of being daggered and waking up again.

I saw how Kol, or myself, killed people in bloodlust and how we were a true gentleman when he cared about someone.

I also felt just how much we looked up to my siblings and tried to make them proud. I really wouldn't have guessed that he was so afraid of being alone and the whole Mikael thing happening again with his siblings.

How he tried to get his siblings include him to their promise. I felt so awful from all the emotions that I felt 100x times stronger than normal. He just needed someone and nobody really understood how he really felt.

I think it's time to wake up, but I admit that I'm scared to go back. It all hit me hard and now... I don't know. I understand more and it scares, but amazes, me.

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I wake up with a loud gasp. My chest hurts and everything is blurry again. I feel someone grab my hand and another cup my cheek.

I try to level out my breathing and I fist my shirt where my heart is. Someone tries to calm me down and after a minute I finally get my breathing to normal again.

I close my eyes and open them again. I see Rebekah holding my hand and Elijah has a hand on my cheek. Finn and Niklaus are close to the bed with a small smile on their faces.

I take a deep breath. "How are you feeling?" Finn asks and I try to sit up. Elijah removes his hand and gives me space. I sit against the headbroad.

"Kol?" Niklaus asks after I don't answer them. I look down at my lap and bite the inside of my cheek.

Rebekah gives me a blood bag, which I gladly drink. After finishing it I lick my lips and sigh.

"I feel okay." I put on a fake smile, which leads to all of them look at me suspiciously.

One of the witches comes into the room. "Sorry to interrupt, but I would like to talk with Kol." He bows his head.

All of them turn to look at me and I nod. They leave slowly, but Niklaus stops and looks at me. "I'm glad you are good brother." He says and I smile a small smile.

He leaves and the witch turns to me. I gulp and he starts to burn sage, to give us privacy.

"I know that you are not him. I have been watching you all this time and you are doing great." He says and my eyes widened. I open my mouth to say something but he raises his pointer finger to silence me.

I close my mouth. "You can make it right, help them find the good when the time comes. You can also save them and defeat Esther, I know you can. Your knowledge is sacret, do not make it go to waste. The ancestors do not know about this, why? I have no idea. It was pleasure to meet you young one, this body needs to be destroyed after all this information." He explains to me.

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He pulls out a revorler. My eyes widened even more. "Wait!!!" I yell and he looks at me with sad eyes.

He shoots himself in the head. His blood flies all over me, to my face, body and all surrounding things. Parts of his brain and head are surrounding my room.