How many times did you smile while crying inside?
Remember that I love you.
Remember that I care about you.
Remember that I'm here for you.
And if you kill yourself, you will kill a part of me too.
I hate when my friends tell me I'm beautiful because I know they are lying.
I guess that one night when I was asleep the monsters crept from under my bed to inside my head. That is the only explanation I have for what has become of me.
A girl who has been hurt and put down so much will never believe your compliments.
"Why do you have scars?"
"I've been fighting."
"Who against?"
"Myself."
She didn't know how to handle all this. Her teachers, her parents, her friends, none of them really understood what she was going through. None of them could do anything to help her. She was alone.
She was getting better... But then she remembered what she was trying to get away from, she remembered the things that tear her apart. Now she's back at the start.
If you can't fly, then run.
If you can't run, then walk.
If you can't walk, then crawl.
But whatever you do, you have to keep moving forward.
Maybe I'm not the person everyone thinks I am.
