Sometimes we waste too much time to think about someone who doesn't even think about us for a second.
If I cry in front of you, I'm really hurting. I HATE crying in front of people. I feel weak, like I'm begging for sympathy & that's not me.
I said I'm fine.
I really meant I'm not fine, please help me.
I said I'm just tired.
I meant I can't take this anymore.
I said I already ate.
I meant I am starving.
I said go away.
I meant show me you care enough to stay.
I said I'm just cold.
I meant I didn't want you seeing my scars.
I said I was better.
I meant I have never been this bad.
I said I'm okay.
I meant I want to die.
Everyone says destroy what destroys you, right?
But what if the thing destroying you is yourself?
Being brokenhearted is like having broken ribs. On the outside it looks like nothing's wrong, but every breath hurts.
They say "follow your heart". But if your heart is in a million pieces which piece do you follow?
Sad people love the rain, because they are no longer crying alone.
The worst feeling is wanting to cry but having to hold it in because your in public.
I'm the type of person who enjoys being alone. I like to walk home alone with my music. I like to stay home alone Friday nights. I just like quiet and time to myself. But I don't like being alone for a long time. I don't like being alone long enough for the bad thoughts to take over. I guess what I'm saying is that I like being alone, but I hate being lonely.
You have this one life. How do you wanna spend it? Apologizing? Regretting? Questioning? Hating yourself? Dieting? Running after people who don't see you? Be brave. Believe in yourself. Do what feels good. Take risks. You have this one life. Make yourself proud.
