My two kidnappers |Erik Menendez fan fic

Part 30~ "Comfort me please..."

Y/n
He looked away and I knew I hurt him but I didn't really care at this point anymore.
Bucky: Y/n...
Y/n: Bucky?..
Bucky: I loved you since the first day we met and I accept that you love him. Whoever he is he made you happy. I accept that.
Y/n: Thank you...
Bucky: But!
Y/n: What?
He looked me deep into the eyes and I didn't even try to look away.
Bucky: Look me into the eyes and tell me there is nothing you feel for me anymore! If you do this you are free. Forever and I will let them go.
Y/n: I-Bucky..
Bucky: Say it!
Y/n: I-I cant..
I pushed him away and ran away with the tears running down my face. I love Erik more than everything but Bucky brings back so much memories. He was always there for me and I was safe. I never forgot about him. I couldn't forget him. I wanted to move on with Erik but my past isn't letting me. I laid on the bed after I found the bedroom and didn't even try to cover those tears. After a few minutes two arms wrapped around me and Bucky hugged me.
Bucky: Hey...its okay...
Y/n: No it isn't...
Bucky: You should rest Y/n...we will talk later...
Y/n: Comfort me please....
Bucky pulled me even closer and laid the blanket over us.
Bucky: Its okay...its gonna be okay...
I fell asleep just like Bucky did.
A few hours later
I had a nightmare about Erik, Bucky and me. In the second Bucky killed Erik I woke up and tried to calm myself down. Bucky didn't notice and I got up and walked to a window. I looked at the beautiful view and saw a lot of snow on all the trees. I smiled very bright and forgot about everything. After a few minutes I tried to sleep again because it was 2am or something like that. I couldn't so I changed into sport clothes and decided to train downstairs. I walked out of Buckys and my apartment. When I was slowly walking down the hallway to the training rooms I heard Chris screaming at a boy who sounded to be like 12 or something.
Chris: I said you have to get better at this!
Boy: B-but-
Chris: I wont let you go until you can do it! Bucky wants you on the mission! You better show him you are worth it!
I walked to the half opened door and saw Chris really mad. The boy couldn't do it and on the moment Chris was about to slap him I kicked his arm away and flipped him onto the flor with my feet on his breast.
Chris: Oh hi sisterheart
He smiled sarcastically and I smirked down at him before knocking him out completely. After that I turned around to the boy and hugged him.
Y/n: Its okay. Everything is okay. Bucky wont hurt you and Chris neither. I will take care of you I promise.
Boy: Thank you...
Y/n: Can you show me the way to your room? I think its time for you to rest before the mission starts.
He slowly nodded and we walked through a lot of hallways until we came to his room. I had flashbacks of memories when I was here and tried to forget about it. We stopped infront of the door and I smiled at him.
Y/n: We will get out of here...
Boy: When?...
Y/n: When I found the two persons we need to escape with and knocked out Bucky. Nobody will hur you I swear!
Boy: You are Y/n...
Y/n: How'd you know?
Boy: Bucky told everyone of us about you and what a great winter children you are. You are our idol...
Y/n: Oh...listen I escaped from here because this is bullshit what they are doing here. I will help all of you!  Now go to bed little boy. Sleep well.
He hugged me one more time and got into his room. I turned around and waked back through all the hallways. I suddenly heard Erik and Lyle talking and turned around to find them. But there was no one.
Y/n: I am paranoid...
I ran back to the apartment and hoped Bucky didn't notice anything. When I walked in everything was dark and the door got locked automatically.
Bucky: Oh see who comes back...
He was out of sudden behind me and pushed me down onto my knees.
Bucky: I heard everything Y/n..I am not stupid!
Y/n: Bucky I am sor-
Bucky: No you are not! You know you are so beautiful...I never wanted to get into the situation where I have to hurt you Y/n...
He laid his hand on my cheek and I got even more scared.
Y/n: Please dont..
Bucky: Why shouldn't I hurt you? You cheated on me!
Y/n: Bucky...
Bucky: Come one give me a reason!
Y/n: If you let Erik, Lyle and all the kids go and let them live in peace for the rest of your life I will stay by your side and wont leave you until the day I die.
A tear was dropping onto the floor and I tried to look away but he didn't let me.
Bucky: If you break this promise I will kill all the persons you love Y/n. Understood?
Y/n: Y-Yes... but I want to see how you let them free and bring them back to their lifes!
Bucky: Thats Sounds fair to me..
He grabbed me and forced me to get up while smirking a little bit.
Bucky: I knew you would never leave me...
Y/n: Can I please go-
He smashed his lips onto mine and kissed me aggressively but also with a little bit of passion. I was too shocked to react until he whispered into my ear.
Bucky: Give me one kiss and I will let you go to bed..
It felt horribly cheating on Erik but I kissed him shortly and then ran up to the bed and cried myself to sleep. I didn't  notice Bucky laying next to me.
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Dammmnnn I am so tired😩 it literally took me 6 days or something like that to write this part and it's still trash🙂🔫 you all dont like this story anymore? I am getting like 0 reads thats kinda sad.
Anyways thank you all so much for the love on every single part. This is chapter 30 and probably not even half of this book. I am amazed by he fact We made it until here❤️ i never thought I could come this far with a fan fiction but you all made a big dream of myself come true! We reached over 7k reads and 300+ votes! This numbers are incredibly and I still cant believe this.  I also cant stop saying thank you to you all for everything!
Thank you so so much!
Sending love
~Anne🦋❤️
In case you read until here I just wanted to say I hope you are fine and take care of yourself! I am on my lowest since the few days and at a place I never wanted to be again. I cant tell you if I am gonna make it but my fight is not done yet and I will keep fighting. I hope you never have to go through the same! I love you <3