trigger warning.
I walked through the corridors dragging my feet along the floor.
"There she is~" i heard yumeko as footsteps got closer. I didn't stop , didn't look up , just continued walking.
"Hey-" mary grabbed my arm and i whimpered abit and stopped walking , turning to face them.
"R-right sorry-' mary scratched her neck looking at me awkwardly .
" sorry about earlier" yumeko pulled me into one of her bone crushing hugs.
"Its fine- p-please get - yum-" she only tightened her grip .
I pushed her away angrily . "stop!" i looked down at my feet."S-sorry.."
"No no its fine , my fault " yumeko patted my shoulder . " i dont seem to know personal space " she giggled.
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I entered the momobami mansion and walked straight past the room everyone was in and up to the bedroom.
I went over to my draw and pulled out a small bl@de.
I walked into the bathroom and I locked the door.
I stood at the sink and slowly sunk the bl@de into my skin. I mad 2 new cuts before..
"Open the door ." i heard kiraris voice from the other side.
"No , im about to have a shower." i lied.
"Tsk.. after your shower come down for dinner." i heard her walk away.
I rolled my eyes realising i now had to have a shower.
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After the shower
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I got dressed and stared at myself in the mirror , i almost started crying . the bandages , belt marks , bruises .
"Y/N DINNER!!" i heard the call from down stairs , i wished more than ever that there were long pjs .
I walked out and stood just out of view at the top of the stairs. I was shaking , i poked my head around to look at who was down there and made eye contact with ririka.
"y/n!' i quickly moved out of view again .
"Whats up with her..?" i heard a chair move and foot steps coming towards me.
"I-ill be down in a minute-" i tried to protest , but to late , ririka turned the corner.
She started at me and i felt tears well up in my eyes.
"That monster..." i heard her mutter as she gently moved my hear out of my face.
"No...no...dont cryyyy" she whipped my tears with her thumb. I became aware of how close we were.
I looked up and made eye contact with her , and watched her blush a little crossed her face.
I quickly pecked her on the lips .
"AH SHIT- SORRY-" i stared at her horrified at what i had just done.
She just blushed madly." i-il wait down stairs- t-take your time- um-"
Fuck. i always messed something up huh?
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her eyes\\ririka x fem reader fan fic
Fanfictiongambling looks fun to outsiders , but to y/n in reality its a addition you cant get over being top dog at school along side your bestfriend since birth , mary. but hat happens when people find out your secrets? all of a sudden a wild card is thrown...
