her eyes\\ririka x fem reader fan fic

chapter 36

tw: ptsd , talk of ab*se

I stayed silent.

Suddenly i force pushed me up against the door. Ririka had pinned me to it angrily .

"Fuck sake y/n , im tiered of this bullshit." i stared at her shocked , ririka was never like this. Not even when she was upset.

" I HAVENT SLEPT FOR OVER 24 HOURS - AND NOW -" .

"RIRIKA STOP IT!" yumemi quickly yelled seeing me shaking , eyes clasped shut.

"You little f** , you know that right?" my dad had me pinned against my front door.

"...get off." i whispered.

"y/n-?" she slightly moved away confused , but still angry so i was still trapped.

"GET OFF!" i fell to the floor hiding my head under my arms.

"Ririka move." yumemi quickly pushed passed a worried looking ririka , she hadnt meant any harm.

"y/n calm down." yumemi was hugging me tightly.

"That was ririka. Not dad , just ririka ok?" she stroked my hair abit.

I heard a gasp from ririka. "Im so sorry- i was just mad-"

"Ririka its fine dont worry about it ." yumemi smiled at her a bit before turning to me.

"y/n..hes not here your fine." she lifted my chin with her hand.

I was pale and shaking all over.

Kirari sighed and took ririka upstairs to get ready , we still had school.

"S-she- what if she-" i was staring wild eyed.

"She wouldnt-"

"You dont know that!" i snapped standing up and shakily running upstairs into my room.

As quickly as i could i got changed , brushed my hair and left the house. I didn't wait for the others, rather took my skateboard and rode to school.

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I threw my skate board into my locker and slammed it shut.

"y/n!" i turned to see yumeko running towards me. I quickly hid my face behind my arms. For once yumeko stopped , not giving me a bone crushing hug.

"What happened?" she asked , gently pushing my arms down with her hand.

"N-nothing.." i smiled at her , aware i was still shaking.

"And pigs fly." she scoffed.

"Fine ... i got back late. And ririka was mad , she pinned me to the wall because i wasn't listening- and i remembered my dad doing the same thing- b-before he would hurt-" i stopped my voice becoming to shaking to understand.

"I see..." yumeko gently hugged me . " im so sorry you have had to go through this. But know ririka is the sweetest person i know and she would never want to hurt you." she pulled away and gently took my hand.

"Lets go find mary"

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She let go of my hand as she pushed the classroom door open.

"Mary!" she ran up to mary to hug her but mary was quick and put her arm out and stopped her. They started bickering about something or other then the bell rang.

Instead of going to the meeting i sat down in my seet.

"Yo y/n , your meeting?" mary asked from across the classroom as people started filling the room.

"Im not going." i mumbled , looking out the window. I was so tiered , i wonder is itsuki was.

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1 hour later.

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The classroom door slid open and the president walked in. a few people gasped , some stared in fear.

"y/n." she stopped in front of my desk , i looked up .

"...yes?" i knew she was gonna make me go with her.

"Now." she beckoned to me and a sighed following her out

Mary and yumeko gave me a 'goodluck' look and i just nodded.

"You didnt come to the meeting." she said as we walked up the corridor.

"Im aware." i said simply.

"Tsk." she shook her head and we entered the student council room.

Yumemi , runa and ririka where in there.

"Just...talk to her ririka." kirari motioned to me and walked into a small office , looking for a pen.

I locked eyes with ririka , she looked sad and worried . i dont know WHAT i felt.

"Im sorry..." i muttered.

"For?" ririka looked at me . yumemi and runa broke up from there conversation.

"Being home late. It w-wont happen again i promise. I just had to see someone" as i said this yumemi gasped a bit.

"OH I KNOW NOW-" she looked at her watch , to check the date.

She sighed and slumped over on the table.

"y/n... i thought we were going to go after school?" yumemi complained. Ririka and runa just looked confused.

"We are , i didn't go remember ." i walked the long way around the table so not to pass ririka and sat down in my seet.

"Oh yeah" she smiled at me. " cmon , i bet shes so proud of you. So cheer up dipshit" she ruffled the top of my hair and i laughed abit.

"Someone wanna tell me whats going on or?" runa aksed.

"Mum" i said cheerfully.

I watched out of the corner of my eye as ririka pieced it all together. And then-

"Wait -" i turned to look at ririka " - no why are you crying-" as annoyed as i was i loved her endlessly.

I hopped up and rushed over to her .

"I-im sorry-" she cried.

I shook my head and pulled her into aa hug.

"...dont worry about it , i know you would never hurt me." i whispered to her , holding her tightly.