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|YN POV|You hungry Princess?- Nicki asked
No- I said
Here, take something to eat- Nicki said handing me cranberries n almonds
Thank you, Mommy- I said
What's wrong baby?- Nicki asked
Idk- I said
Wym you don't know?- Nicki asked
I have a lot of tabs open rn, I'm so everywhere- I said
Nicki laughed- Close some tab baby
I'm trying to Mommy! I can't- I laughed
Wassup wit the main tab?- Nicki asked
Santo forgiving me- I said
What he have to forgive you for?- Nicki asked
Lyin to him, I was too scared to tell him the truth bc the truth hurts- I said
He forgave you?- Nicki asked
Yeah, I guess- I said
Aye, sometimes you'll make mistakes your not perfect. Wheather your mistake hurts yourself or someone else it's a mistake n you apologized?- Nicki asked
Soo many times- I said
I know you was crying, you still got tears left? You been crying a lot lately- Nicki said rubbing my forehead
I giggled- Mommy I ain't runnin out of tears
I know, me either- Nicki said
I'm just overwhelmed, stressed n still getting over Aaron too- I said
You miss him don't you?- Nicki asked
Yeah, so much- I said
You cry more than Angi- Nicki laughed
I'm not crying as much so I'm getting over the whole situation but slowly. The image when he flat lined, the image of him in the casket is so scaring I loose my mind whenever I think about it. And knowing I couldn't do anything to help him, makes me feel even worse- I said
Don't cry, he's in a better place now, better than all of us- Nicki said
Mommy I feel so bad, if he was me, he would have burned LA figuring out what trifling mf did that to me. And I can't even do it for him, I want him here to marry his fiancée n raise his daughter- I said
I know you do babygirl- Nicki said
I wanted him there for my clothing line release n fashion show, ugh!- I said rubbing my eyes
He's gonna be there in spirit, stop rubbing your eyes- My mom said holding my wrist
I sighed holding back the tears- He said he's sorry
What?- Nicki asked
He said he's sorry for everything he's done, he'll never forgive himself for abandoning n hurting his friends n little family he had- I said
YN you okay?- Nicki asked
He said to guard the life of his babygirl n watch who enters her life. Not to have her around all the people we've had her around n she will be okay. He apologies to Arianna for leaving her alone to raise their child, but sends two angels to help her in the process. He apologies to YN n Kenzo for leaving behind childhood memories n so much pain, but thanks them both for the large piece of their heartd they keep him in. But also thanks them, for being the bestest friends, the only brother n sister he's had, his first loves n for making him the person he remains. He'd like to applauded YN, his little sister for her achievements n success, he's proud of her n saw it coming, he knew she could do it as long as she put her mind to it. He'd like to also congratulate his brother, Kenzo, for his engagement n achievements n his little one he'd soon to meet. For now he'll love him n protect him like his own until he is able to join you all in the physical world. He once again apologies for his absence but will protect n look down upon you all. He loves you all dearly, until next time. It's time to say goodbye to yesterday
YN!- My mom was crying shaking me
Huh?- I asked opening my eyes
There was a lot of ppl around me n cameras, my mom cried covering me
I was lost for second then started crying
|ROC POV|
Yo, you talk to YN?- Anthony asked
No, you just woke me up- I said
My fault bro- Anthony said
Wassup, everything okay?- I asked
I'm hoping. Ani just came in my room crying her fucking eyes out- Anthony said
For what!?- I asked
Idfk mane- Anthony said
You want me to come over there?- I asked
Nah, come by in the morning- Anthony said
Ight, I'll be there first thing- I said
Okay- Anthony said
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Rise&Grind
FanfictionYN grew up in the game, growing in the game. Around men and woman since she was young. It's a different experience growing up in the middle of drama n music. A teen from Port Of Spain, raised in between Long Island, New York, New Orleans, Louisiana...