━━━━━ na jaemin is huang renjun's home, his safe place, and his favorite person in the whole world.
「 written : 020321
published : 020421
completed : 021421 」
na jaemin + huang renjun. ✰
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when i was having a hard time being lonely, oh woah the unfamiliar atmosphere, the fearful thrills now i know.
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seoul, south korea
november 23.
dear huang renjun,
hi love! just so you know, i remembered that it's our monthsary. didn't i told you (before you went to china) that i'll only wrote you a letter every once a month? and i specifically wrote my first letter to you on january 23rd, right? that's because 23 became my lucky number. 23 was your birthdate, and exactly on march 23rd, you accepted me- the whole me huang renjun, and i've never been so lucky in my life. to assure you, me and heejin are nothing but friends. me, donghyuck, jeno, mark, and jisung, are now okay, they even talked with heejin. i also know that, you're doubting my feelings for you, no one told me (incase you talked with someone) my insticts did- particularly your replies did.
love, i am lying if i told you i wasn't hurt by your actions, at first i tried to understand that you're always busy in life, you're not just my boyfriend renjun, you're a son, you're a student, and you're also a friend, your life doesn't revolve with me. but if i keep being naïve in our relationship, then it'll surely fail- i don't want it to fail. i love you dearly, that my heart hurts thinking about you doing this to me.
please love, just this one favor, don't ever let go. it's not yet the end of us, but it's just the beginning of us- in this cruel world of ours. always remember that "you, huang renjun, is the sun in my sky." i love you so much, love.
your safe place and home,
na jaemin.
renjun cried endlessly after reading the letter, "how can he still love me, when i doubted his love for me?" he mumbled, "you deserve the best, na jaemin. so i will try my best, love."
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love
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it's night time there, right? if i am not mistaken.
yes, it is love. why?
go out, and watch the moon.
i am watching it now...
the moon is beautiful, isn't it?
i love you too, love.
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a dumb smile, was painted in renjun's smile. "1 month left, fight for it, renjun."
