Things Over Time

Given

I think human nature is just as disappointing as everything else.
I remember a voice, obviously his voice and for some reason I felt llike I owed him this. My life. My everything. So really it was a hard thing.
It difficult task. To be in love with a ghost. A ghost that isn't supposed to die. He isn't dead. I don't even know what love is so how am I in love? He can't be dead. He escaped right? What's going on.
I shot up in bed and gasped? I couldn't see. Oh no not again. People were screaming my name.
I flailed and screamed I could feel it in my throat but I couldn't comprehend the words in my mind. I scratched at the arms that like steal are trying to imprison me. I clawed and hurt them draw back in terror. They were probably holding what ever I scratched and staring at my horrifically. I didn't care.
"Jade! Wake up Jade!" A voice screamed back at me. The words meant nothing, just barely scratching the surface.
Then my vision came back, why was I in bed? I can't sleep like a normal person. Why is there blood on my arms, why was the rusty smell so tempting.
Then my eyes darted across the room, there in the corner were doctors and Daisey, while in front of me was Luke. His eyes green again.
I smelled the air and gasped. His body was turning a sickly colour.
I look at his arm that he held in his hand. He was straining not to scream, and he had a very nice bite on his arm. That's when I started screaming.
Then my eyes opened and I sighed in relief it was only a delusion, I hadn't bit anyone and I was foaming at the mouth.
Someone was holding me down though, not in a bad way but to keep me from freaking out. It was him. That's when I blanked out.
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