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I hate how I gave myself to him that easily. I am not like this to everyone. Just him. My mind says no but my body knows that it will only submit in his touch.
We already finished five minutes ago and I'm currently laying on top of him as he combs my hair with his fingers. The steady beating of his heart is so soothing that I almost fell asleep.
Now I know that dream was already a sign. A sign of his return and a sign that something like this will happen.
Gosh, dang it.
I sighed and got off of him.
"Where are you going?" He sat up.
I covered my naked body with his blanket and looked at him.
"Why did you leave me and came back after three years claiming I'm still yours?"
He didn't seem to expect I was going to ask that.
"You were so angry at me the day before that as well," I continued since he stayed silent. "You got so angry and said mean things to me and I tried understanding that maybe you just had a bad day and decided to take out your anger on me but...."
The emotions I was trying hard to conceal ever since I saw him in the bar came rising. I felt tears in my eyes but I quickly blinked them off.
"... but then I found out from Jin that you went away." I clenched my fists. "Why, Taehyung? Why?"
He crawled towards me and held my cheeks. He raised my face to look at him and I saw sorrow and regret from his eyes.
"I'm sorry..." I tear left his eye. He embraced me tightly. "I'm sorry, baby. I'm sorry..."
I placed my forehead on his shoulder as a tear fell my eye.
"I just want to know why," I said in almost a whisper. "Tell me why, Taehyung."
"I saw you and Jimin... kissing."
My eyes widened. My heart pounded when I remembered that moment.
Jimin was drunk and we crossed paths outside of the bar. He was confessing to me. Saying he loves me and would have courted me if it weren't for my brother. He told me it was unfair because he was the first one I liked and the first one to like me but why did Taehyung get to get me first?
The kiss was unexpected. It happened so fast that I wasn't able to push him away before our lips could meet.
I didn't know Taehyung saw that because I was certain that the area was empty.
