Fell in love with my brothers murderer 🖤⛓

Indruduction and beginning of the story⛓

Characters:
Y/n: A guy that's 16 years old and gay with roots in Sweden and Qatar.
Y/ns dad: A man in his 40s named Harry, also the leader of his gang.
Y/ns mom: A women in her late 30s named Victoria. The women in charge after her husband.
Y/ns brother 1: The brother that got killed when he was 18 years old also known and Toby.
Y/ns brother 2: A guy that's 25 years old and goes by the name Percy. Very loyal to his father.
Y/ns sister 1:A girl that's 15, bi and more goth like and goes by the name Kathy.
Y/ns sister 2: A girl that's 17, bi and shes more of a baddie and her name is Deniella.
The rest of y/ns family: Members of the gang/mafia that you will learn more about later in the story.
Vinnie: Y/ns guy BFF and he's bi and he is 18.
Avani: Y/ns closest friend and they very often hang out.
Addison, Sarah and Hannah: Y/ns friends.
Marc: Y/ns abusive ex.

Tony: The murderer of y/ns brother, 21 and from another gang and he's bi (this is my story so shush).
Ondreaz: Tony's older brother, helped Tony murder y/ns brother and is also the more serious of the brothers.
Mama Lopez: A women with a lot of good energy and also isnt involved in any gang stuff.
Papa Lopez: The leader of the gang that Tony and Ondreaz are in.
Tayler: A member of their gang and also one of Tony's & Ondreaz's closest friends.
Nick: A member and Tony's closest friend.

There will be more members in each gang but you will learn about them more in the story as they aren't the "important" characters.
(I will be referring to y/n as I)
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It was a hot summer day in the outskirts of LA. I was walking home after I had gone to shop food. It was weirdly calm and it made me a bit uncomfortable but I just kept on going. When I arrived home I took my shoes off and then stepped in.
Y/n: "I'M HOME!"
Kathy: "Wlecome home sis." She said as she scrolled through her phone, stalking Vinnie's insta.
I went to put the groceries in the fridge and where it was supposed to be before putting the bag in a drawer. I went up on my room and looked at pictures of my brother that was now dead. I put my air pods in and listened to music as I looked through the photos of him. The only things I could think about was him, he was the one I was closest with in the family and now he's gone. Even if it was a year ago I can't stop thinking about how it would be to still have him here.
An hour later
Harry: "Y/n? You in there?"
I took my air pods out and paused the music.
Y/n: "Yes father.."
Harry: " You can't stop thinking about him, can you?"
I just shook my head and my dad hugged me.
Harry: "It's going to be okay, dont worry.."
I would hug him back and calmed down and then all of a sudden I heard gunshots.
Y/n: "I guess they're fighting again.."
Harry: "Yupp.."
Y/n: "Ugh..."
My dad would stop hugging me and went out of my room to go down and make dinner with my mom.
I reached out to my chocolate bar I had by my bed and started to eat it.