All out of love

Chapter Thirty One

I couldn't believe what my eyes were seeing and my body just froze still in the doorway, both of them sat up in the bed and made sure the bed sheets were covered over them. Jacob and Ruby looked at each other sheepishly before turning back to me, nothing was said and awkwardness just filled the room instantly; I didn't know what to say to them so I just left the room

'Wait Mason come back' Ruby yelled at the top of her lungs

The second I turned away from them nothing but a jealous rage built up inside of me, it took all of the strength in me not to go back in there and beat the shit out of both of them. I didn't want to believe the two closest people in my life could hurt me like they have

I just wanted to let it all out and hit something till I have calmed down a little, deciding the best place to go was home and let the hurt out on the punchbag in my bedroom. Leaving Jacob's house quickly I ignored some of the jocks and friends on the walk home....

When I got back home to my relief no one was back yet from work or school, darting up the staircase I slammed the door behind me and chucked my bag on the floor. Squaring up to the punch bag I rolled my sleeves up and stuck out on the leather bag

The thought and picture of them in bed never left my mind no matter how hard I fought the bag, hearing the moans of their pleasure inside of my head I couldn't shake the sound off as it burned deep into my mind forever. Feeling nauseous I ran to the bathroom to throw up in the sink, nothing came out except bile for five minutes

Coming back to my bedroom my gaze locked onto a couple of the pictures that hung from the side of the mirror, turning away I was just flooded with memories everytime my eyes locked onto something else that I bought at the time or taken a picture with Ruby or Jacob

I wanted to trash up my bedroom and rip every memory off the wall of them. Moving to the dresser I swiped my arms across the counter top and knocked everything off, still not satisfied I went to the mirror and picked off the pictures; ripping them up into tiny pieces that fell onto the floor.

Still trapped in the red mist that was over me I went to the closet and pulled all the clothes down from the hangers that Ruby had bought me over the year. Sensible thing would be to place them in a bag and give them to a charity store but I wasn't thinking clearly, I grabbed a pair of scissors and cut up the garments

Looking towards the door frame a figure watched on in horror by what I was doing to my room, they came forward hestilly and put out there hands in a defensive pose; concerned by the threat of the scissors in my hand and the mood I was in

'Just drop the scissors baby' my mom ordered

She had never witnessed me losing it before in her entire life as I dropped the scissors down on the dresser counter top. My mom came closer to me as she wrapped her arms around my large frame tightly and I snuggled into her warm comfort and buried the side of my face into her neck

'What's happened babe'

'It's nothing' I sniffled

'Don't tell me it's nothing when you've just trashed your whole room up' she sympathized. 'Why is my baby acting like this when he has always been so open with me'

'It's Ruby and Jacob'

'What about them Mason?' Confused as to why I said their names if something major had happened at school then the parents would have been notified

'They've hurt me in the worst way possible'

'Surely what's happened can be fixed, what was it this time'