my brothers best friend (tubbo x reader)

depressed slut.

Y/n's point of view:
I woke up and saw Tubbo sleeping. I checked my phone and i missed a text from wilbur.
Bubba <3
Hey. sorry people are being rude. i'm here you can always talk with me.
I freeze and jump out of bed. I run to my computer and check Twitter. A girl had commented on another tweet about me and Tubbo. but thanks to her mentioning me I saw it. "Dude, Why would you ship our precious Tubbo with that ugly rat? she says she's happy but you can tell she's a depressed slut. she's looking for attention and that's why she told people. she started being irrelevant so she had to make her relationship public. it's so obvious he doesn't love her. Stop making fan art. it's pathetic really." I scoff and start to cry. 'How can they tell i'm depressed. i try so hard. i can't even hide my emotions correctly.' I think before running out of my room. I run down stairs and outside. I couldn't breathe I felt like I was dying. I fell to the ground. the cold wet ground. the rain was hard and hitting my exposed skin making me freeze. I laid there hyperventilating and sobbing. it felt like hours until arms wrapped around me. "Hey Y/n. It's okay sis. please breathe. In through your noes... out through your mouth." Tommy says quietly But i couldn't. i was hyperventilating so badly it didn't feel like I was breathing at all, more like drowning in my own tears and rain. "Hey look at me. let's count to ten yeah?" Tommy asks me. I nod "1.... 2.... 3.... 4.... 5.... 6.... 7.... 8..... 9.... 10." Tommy and I at the same time. But it didn't help like it normally would. And he knew it. "Fuck uh hold on." Tommy said pulling out his phone. after a few seconds of my sobbing and panicking I heard his phone ringing meaning he was calling someone. "Come on... come on fucking pick up." Tommy said in frustration. and then he did.

Wilbur.

"Dude I need you okay?" Tommy said to him. "What? Tommy it's like 2 in the morning." Wilbur said. when I heard his voice I sobbed more. 'I don't wanna burden him or worry him. it was just a stupid comment.' I think before falling back to the ground. "Come on Y/n! don't do this okay... we're here! me and wilbur. your brothers." Tommy said trying to help. "Bub? what's going on talk to me please." Wilbur said. he sounded like he was gonna cry. "I-..... Twitter.... t-they." I try speaking but I couldn't I couldn't even breathe so how could I talk. "Oh no bub. look I know it can be rough. and listen yeah you're depressed but there is nothing wrong with that. I'm depressed. and so is a fuck load of people. but the important thing is, you have so many people here for you. Me, Tommy, Tubbo, Dream-." "Dream?" I say quietly. "Yeah Dream. He texted me when he saw the comment. he didn't know what to do." Wilbur explains. "Keep-.... K-Keep
T-Talking- It... it he-helps." I force out in between coached sobs. "Of course bub. You remember the first time we ever talked? it was short but it was sweet. You and I shouted at each other as the first thing we did. and the first time we met? you begged me to let us all get ice cream. and then before I left you called me your brother. for the first time. it made me so happy. and I hate seeing you like this. but they don't matter. you do. and everyone who loves you matters to you. yeah some bitch said hurtful things on twitter but at the end of the day, she doesn't fucking matter. she's probably just some depressed kid obsessed with Tubbo. or you. So get the fuck up off the ground go inside and get out of your wet clothes. take a damn shower or bath. put on some comfortable clothes and go back to sleep with your boyfriend who loves you so much. you got that bub? you're gonna do that right now." Wilbur said quickly. I sobbed more for about 30 minutes. every once in a while one of them would tell me something. but i couldn't tell what. then tommy picked me up, and carried me inside and took me to his room i almost screamed when he tried to leave me. "No!" I shout. he turns to me fast. "Tommy. stay she wants you too." Wilbur said over the phone. "Fine." Tommy said laying in bed beside me. i started crying more. "Hey hey no don't do that here i know what will help." Tommy said before standing. "no- Tom don't leave." I said quietly my voice sounding hoarse from all the crying. "I'm not i'm just gonna get on my computer real quick." Tommy said walking to his stand quickly. He played a 10 hour loop of the song sunkissed. it made me smile and never failed to calm me down in moments like these. "S-sorry i'm sorry clingy. I don't want you to leave like everyone else." I say before hiding under the blankets. I sobbed more but soon they stop and I fell asleep. so did wilbur and so did Tommy.