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colormemae , they claim they getting a divorce tho ❤️😩. @tameramowrytwo @adamhousley

I posted the picture laughing , just a few seconds ago I went outside and saw them

I posted it because Its funny and only my family would get it but here come tsr all in our business again

*first post*

*what they just posted*

TheShadeRoom #tameramowry's niece posted #adamhousley and #tameramowry spotted together having fun and in all smiles
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they has seem to taken each other their social media's but from the looks of it they still be with each other every single day
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do y'all think it's for the kids and family or something deeper , what are your thoughts on this ?

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lindaslow_ this the twin we like ?

Isabel.we23 we don't care

loveila._u they grown and they kids grown asfk they definitely not doing it for them

I scrolled threw the comments before throwing my phone "MACEII" I heard gg and uncle yell my name

"I'm sorry I didn't think It'd blow up" I pouted "it's okay sweeties" my uncle kissed my forehead making me smile

"see y'all" I said when they walked out the door . "MAAA" I yelled making my way to her room

I saw she wasn't in there , looking around I then noticed I was here alone , again . I don't know what's up with me but I'm upset

Like lately I've been feeling this angry feeling and desire to cry or hurt myself and I don't know what it is

It's like I don't like being here , I cry every time I'm alone or in the shower basically , sometimes people catch me but I blame it on a sad movie

I haven't been feeling like myself , and I haven't even been seeing Artist or Mykel because I'm at work 24/7 and when I'm off he's sleep

"CANT SAY IM NOT HURT" I sung loudly as I sat in the living room crying

Be damned if I'm broken

"WHAT WE HAD IS NOW HERS , LET HER KNOW SHE CAN HAVE IT" I hit the high note ,

"CAUSE IIIIIIIIIIIIII CANT STAY HERE AND IIIIIIIIII HAD ENOUGH " I hugged myself , I looked into the mirror and cried more

It's like I'm unrecognizable , when I look in the mirror I don't see MaceiiK I see a broken girl ; I'm back at square one

I fought so hard to get over my depression and when I did it was the best but know I feel back into that hole I took forever to dig up

I'm trying to be happy around my family because it's very 'rare' that kids get depressed is what they'll say

I hate when people think kids can't be depressed, it's most likely that kids are depressed

And I'm one of them , I've been feeling like this since I found out Magic was my sister and it's not Magic it's like I'm changing

I'm growing up and it's hard , I'm going to be 15 this year and a full blown real teenager almost adult

What if it changes for real like what if they want me out their house or granny and gg stop being there for me

What if the boys in my family stop defending me through whatever , what if everyone gets tired of me

I walked up to my room closing the door , locking in , I grabbed the blade from under my pillow

I sobbed in the pillow holding the blade in my other hand , I asked myself why as I cried and pleaded to god

I don't know where my unhappiness came from but I don't want anyone else to add to it or me make them unhappy

I believe that i don't belong here , and I don't know what it is but I feel like everyone wants me gone

It's like nobody's ever around anymore , the one day the whole family got together it was a mess

Uncle and pawpaw got into it with gg and granny , granny d (tia and tams mom) started crying about grandpa again

*he passed away in this*

And basically everyone started arguing and fighting and I feel like everything is my fault , I begged my mom for a sister then Magic comes

I posted gg and uncle now their the trending topic but it's not a positive one , I've the cause of all of this

I wasn't around enough for Artist so he now calls my mom , mom and me Mae Mae . It's breaks my heart sometimes but I know he knows I'm his mom

I just wish I could be here for him , and I love my job and my son I want to be financially set by myself so I can give him the life I always wanted

The life my mother is trying to give me , but I can't if I'm not happy in it , it's not my world anymore

I'm just living in it .

I grabbed the blade putting it to my wrist just as I was about to slit it I heard a small knock "MOMMY MOMMY" I heard artist

"Maceii I'm back with artist" I heard mykel "and I brought your favorite" he added and I felt him smiling

"Maceii" he questioned knocking again "Mykel ba- I love you guys so much and I'm sorry" I said lowly

"MACEII WHAT YOU DOING OPEN THIS DOOR" he banged on it , I heard Artist start to cry

"Take care of my baby Mykel and tell everyone I love them" I said touching the door , I slit my wrist two times

The third time I blacked out