Hey so explanation, this was a chapter I was going to publish instead of the current one "The Plan" I had written this at like 2AM but decided not to publish it and to just rewrite it entirely. This is what you would've recieved.
OVER HEARING
Georges POVI-
I had no words. No thoughts, just utter shock and disbelief.
Clay just- kissed me?
Minutes prior,
I had woken up to a light touch along my jawline. I realized that It was just Clay probably fidgeting, so I cuddled in closer to him, pretending to still be asleep. I moved deeper into his grasp, which made him freeze a little bit. Which in result, made me freeze up as well. Did I do something wrong? Did I make a bad move? I just realized, we were holding hands? This was a first, even for us. It wasn't uncomfortable, but it felt right
I felt him kiss the top of my head, making me melt into his body and relaxing my nerves.
Then, I heard him confess. I heard everything. This was just a dream, it couldn't be real, surely not. I wanted to yell the same things back at him, but I knew that would get me nowhere.
He continued holding me and just talking as I almost drifted back to sleep.
That's when he said the thing.
"Oh George, If only you knew what I would do to you."
I don't think my face had ever been as red as it was now. I got excited by the thought of him and me, being together in bed.
No! Knock it off, he's going to catch you thinking about him like that!
I quickly snapped out of the fantasy, back into the dimly lit bedroom. Just when I was about to try and sleep, Clay leaned over and kissed my check, making me return to my thoughts.
Not helping Clay!!
I was thrown into gay panic mode. Wait... oh yeah I'm bi. I didn't know what to do now. The space in between my legs was uncomfortable and I couldn't move or that would just alert Clay that I was awake. I would just have to sit and suffer I guess. Nothing really much I could do.
After about 30 minutes of laying in the same position, I finally was able to roll from my left side, to my right with the safety of knowing Clay was asleep. I however was restless after what I overheard.
As much as I wanted to be with him, I just couldn't. If I came out and confessed my feelings, he would date me in a heartbeat. However, I still just wasn't ready. My parents would neve accept me for who I was. I would be a disappointment no matter what.
As if on cue, Clay moved from on his back, to spooning me again. The feeling in the lower part of my body came back again as he was tightly pushed up against my back and ass. I could barely feel his thing, pushed up against my waist, but the knowledge alone was enough to increase the situation.
Goddamn it I whined in my head.
He's just your best friend, he really doesn't mean anything he's sayi-
Clay moaned in his sleep.
It wasn't loud, but It was enough for me to get butterflies in my stomach.
Holy fuck...
Ok yeah, I have the hottest boy in the world spooning me right now who has the same feelings I do, but I won't dare make the first move. My self confidence really said ha no. Besides, Nick and Tommy already joke about us dating, so why feed into it. Plus if what Clay really said was true, then he was bound to make a move right?
I brushed away the thoughts and started thinking about something other than Clay to calm the rest of my body down.
I quietly hummed Electric Love to myself in order to make myself tired asleep.
Clay's touch was enough for me not to have any bad thoughts or nightmares. He was my missing piece. The one that u could never find when completing a puzzle. The one that somehow got separated from the rest and once you find it, everything just fits perfectly together.
The next week was going to be fun, with everyone at the house, but it would mean no alone time with Clay. If I wasn't already falling for my best friends, I sure as hell was now as much as I hated to come to terms with it. I could feel nothing but joy whenever I was near him.
Fuck itI turned around onto my other side so that I could bury myself in his chest. He smelled amazing. A wave of exhaustion swept over me as I let every bone in my body melt away into Clays hold. I didn't want this to ever end.
If you can see why I rewrote it, yeah.. lmao not the best.
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