One Day (Completed)

8

After Off left, I went to the park. I sat on the bench and watching the people.
I feel better about myself after I talked Off.

It is alright if I still like P'Krist.

I looked around found several families and people around the park.
They seem very happy and peaceful, including me.
I wonder if I could go for a walk with someone special one day again.

When I thought about that, P'Krist's face popped out.
I quickly erased him but shook my head.

-It is okay.

"I wish I can go for a walk with P'Krist again."
As I muttered, I felt my cheeks became hot.

"What the heck, Singto.."
I muttered and started to walk back to the house.

When I get closer to my house, I saw a man standing in front of the house.

It was Gun.

Today is the day that many people are coming to my house, I wondered.

"Hey, Singto? Are you okay? Here, I brought cakes."
Gun showed a small cake box that the bakery shop near the park.

"Thank you. Would you like to come in?"
I asked.

It's rare for me to ask him first.
I feel better today.

"If you say so."
Gun came into the house.

"Oh, have a seat. I will prepare the tea."
As I said, I remembered Off used the last Nescafe. I try to search for something that I can serve for Gun.

-I think I have something in this box...
When I was about to open the box, suddenly Gun shouts my name.

"SINGTO!"
He sounded already mad, so I went to him hurriedly.

"----what's this!"
Gun was holding the photo frame with a picture of P'Krist.

I broke into a cold sweat with Gun, who looks furious.

I felt sick.

"Explain to me!"
He shouts.

"......... No, that is ..."
I pursed my lips.

What can I say?

"......"
Gun is waiting.

"I...I didn't tell you before, but I used to go out with Khun Krist.."
I finally said.

"Did you deceive me? How about Krist? Did you guys laugh at me behind my back?"

"No, that's not true. P'Krist doesn't remember anything when we were together. He doesn't know me now. H..he lost my memory about five years ago.. he forgot about me ..."
That said, the silence falls.

Of course, Gun is still angry and looks frustrated, but strangely he didn't say anything.
How come Gun has been keeping silent until now?

"Do you still like Krist?"
He finally asked.

I pause.

"Do you still like him?"
He asked again.

"N..., no."

It was a lie.

You don't have to force yourself just to forget about him.
Off's advice came to my mind.
I feel like my heart is bleeding.
I can't lie to him.

"I..."
When I was about, to tell the truth, I froze.

Gun took out the picture, showing me, and said
"If you don't have any feeling for Krist, I can trash this picture, right?"
He tears them off in pieces before I stopped.