One Day (Completed)

10

**This is a long chapter...I hope you like it. Happy reading 💕💕
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"Krist, can you remember me even if you lose your memory?

When Gun said to me the other day at the bar, I knew it was another trivial thing. He often asks this kind of shit to test my feelings for him. He is the type of guy who always wants to be in the center of his lover's heart, yet he wants to be free. When he asked me the shitty question, I had to think carefully before I said anything.

If I say 'I am not sure' or 'maybe' that's the wrong answer.

He would upset, and I have to spend more time with him.

So I had to answer what he wants to hear from me with a sugar coating.

That's the way nobody should be hurt, and I was right at that night.

However, I was surprised when Gun asked me" if I lost my memory" part.

Where did Gun get an idea?

I am a public figure as a singer/actor. It's very hard to keep things private. About 6 years ago, I had an accident, and I was almost dying. My accident didn't appear on the news immediately because my agency shut down the information from mass-media. I've heard it was a pretty bad one, and my family and my agency were prepared the worst-case scenario for me. Luckily, I came back from the near-death experience, and my recovery was almost perfect except for my memory.

It seems like my brain got damaged a little. Some of my memories sink into the further depth of the brain.

Now there is a blank period in my life, and nobody knew how to recover it, including myself.

The last doctor told me I could leave it alone and keep moving forward.

Bullshit. he has no idea how I feel.

Imagine you have a whole series of manga comic books with you, but only one volume is missing, and you can't get it no matter what. You can ask friends and family to get to know the filling story but never can't see in your eyes. Everyone talks differently, and somehow, it doesn't click you. Something is not right. I feel like the whole of my life is up in the air because of it.

There is no correct answer.
How do you feel if you were me?
I got frustrated when I think about it.

What if I met Someone important during the time and I don't remember them?

~A Few Weeks Later~

As I play the guitar and mark in the music note, I got irritated.

I can't concentrate today.
I chewed the pen and threw it away.
"Shit."

"Krist, why don't you take a break? Here I brought a milk coffee. Hey, you are leaking a black aura around you. I am so unlucky to see black Krist."

"Shut up P'Boy. Give me the coffee!"
I snatched iced milk coffee from my manager, P'Boy.

"...I bet your Yuyu never see this side of you."
P'Boy mutters.

"My yuyu don't care if they saw this kind of me, but I just don't show them because I love them."
I snorted.

"Wow. You've changed a lot. You really are! While I was away, you got an accident. Then you became a different person."
He said.

P'Boy is my manager, and he has been knowing me since the third year of the entertainment industry, but he doesn't about the blank period of my life because he was gone the study abroad.
"I am not."
I finally said.