Jack's PTSD

chapter 12: The mission

"Mummy?" Jessica said restlessly "can we go to Rennie wreck please?" She asked Taylor while shifting her eye's to Jack and back leaving Taylor perplexed for a moment before realising what Jessica was trying to do,

"Yes baby" Taylor said "of course we can"

Just then Jack awoke in a cold sweat, he looked at his phone to see if it was charging, it was on the right hand side of the bed on the night stand,

"Fuck my P.T.S.D is getting worse" Jack said to himself as he was the only one awakr, "attacking me constantly, stupid medication isn't working and the doctor's don't help" he muttered under his breath before taking a ciggarette out of the black 20 deck box as he started at a parcel that he had put together

"Not sure if I should post this" he said before he glanced at his shoes which he left by the door,

The parcel was wrapped in a brown envelope taped and stamped addressed and ready to post, Jack sat looking at it aimlessly debating posting it,

*Click*

"Maybe I should post it" Jack said as he inhailed, he looked at his Samsung Galaxy A01 to check the time, it was three a.m in the morning,

"Time to get ready for another day of hunting this cunt down" Jack said getting up and walking to his walk in wardrobe taking a look at his mercenary clothes before taking them out and putting them on,

"Jack!" Jessica's voice ran through his head as he put his jacket on,

"Huh?" Jack said as he stood in the middle of hinchingbrooke Forrest situated in the park 20 minutes away from the main hospital,

"Mum said that we need to go home now jack!" Jessica yelled from the enterence of the Forrest informing the nine and a half year old boy,

Jack turned around and started to make his way to the enterence of the Forrest ready to go home when all of a sudden so unexpectedly,

There was a loud bang,

*BANG!*

Jack dropped to his knee's instantly as he remembered the time that he was ill with chicken poc's,

"The fucking faggot's to get the fuck out of my house and go to fucking school Taylor!" D.H shouted slamming a hardback book onto the kitchen bunker before walking into the front room and grabbing Jack by his shirt,

"I dont want you here you little shit" D.H yelled as he punched the four year old Jack in the face breaking his nose in three different place's,

Jack opened his eyes looking at the leather jacket that he was waring standing in front of the bedroom's mirror,

"I think that I need to talk to my Doctor again" He said as he grabbed his gun holster and Desert Egal loading the ammo into it,

"Right" He said as he grabbed his red jotter book,

"Where to look for the cunt next?" He spoke aloud as he looked at a list of place's some crossed off due to D.H not being there and no sigh of him was seen,

Jack crossed off Spalding and then spoke,

"Looks like Dundee next.. Fantastic" Jack said as he reluctantly grabbed his car key's and all of his spare medication,

He reached the front door and turned on the hallway light making it seem as if he was in,

"Right petrol station and then to go hunting for my revenge"

He said as he locked his front door and headed for his red and black Honda,

As Jack got into his car he looked into the back and saw Alex MurDer sat there staring at him blackly,

"Are you sure that you want to find and kill him Jack?" Alex asked curiously in a concerned manner,

"Remember what mum and dad's always telling us?" Alex followed up with triggering anouther flash back,

"But mum, Dad I want him fucking dead!" The 15 year old Jack shouted frustratedly,

"But Jack" Taylor said "we know that ypu want him dead, we all do but you have to remember that"

"The best revenge is to be happier and better than he is and not let him get you down and let go of the shit that he done, we have a matter of two years before the final court date" Samuel said adding to Taylor's unfinished sentence without hesitation before saying

"You can't..."

"Just kill him Jack" Alex said ending the flash back hoping that Jack would finally listen,

"Ugh Alex shut up I planned it Jack act's it out and all's good" MurDer said in response as he carefully climbed into the front seat on the passenger side,

Alex glaced up and watched as jack got out of the car and popped open the fuel passage to fill it up,

"MurDer bro" Jack said before filling up the car,

"What up bro" MurDer hollered in response,

"See if they have redsters in there for me" Jack commanded as he placed the petroleum pump into the fuel passage filling up the petroleum tank,

Alex watched as Jack filled the car up as Jack observed the litre dial making sure that he didn't fill up the car to much as he already had a quarter of a tank in the car,

"Yeah Jack they have them in" MurDer informed Jack as he climbed back into the car,

"Are you lad's wanting anything?" Jack asked them both as he paid for the fuel at the pump,

"Nah I'm good" they both said at the same time which usually happened as they didn't like the drinks in garages at all,

"But Jack please, think this through' Alex said in concern as jack slammed the car door irritated from the repeated comment's that Alex was making as he turned to go into the garage,

" Alex, you know that he has to make the choice on his own, so just let him yeah" MurDer said looking at Alex perplexing him a little bit before Jack left the shop and headed back for the car carrying a white streched bag full off food and drink,

"Fine, I will let him, let's just hope he does what is right" Alex said even more concerned as the mission that Jack was on seemed never ending and hopeless,

"He will" MurDer said as Jack made his way back to the car