the Dark

Chapter 5,

Now

I still couldn't believe it's him. A waited for him one year and he didn't returned. After our meet in the kitchen Steve sent me into my room. I'm still confused and angry about my feeling. Even if he did despised me I still have the same feelings for him and I couldn't change that and that made me angry. But what about him. What if he doesn't feel the same way. What if he found someone else. what if he remembers his path and there was a girl. I go back into my bed but I can't sleep for the rest of the night. At around 7:00 AM I go down again. And it And it seems like nobody else is awake at this time. At a wall I can see a room plan of the building and I see a training room. That's what I need at the moment. I need to get things out of my head and I can do that the best is I fight or train.

The training room was unlocked. My lucky day I guess.. I get inside and see all the stuff they have. it's really impressive. Hydra didn't had any of these. I put my hair into a ponytail and start punching on a punching bag.

I didn't know how long I punched but everything came up again. The pain Hydra did to me. The nights with Bucky. My talks to my brother. Just everything. And then it just happens. I lose control and the punching bag explodes. "Damm it" I start cleaning up the floor and the rest of the punching bag. How did that happen. If Hydra teach me one thing then it is holding control. It was the first time that I lost control since a long time. "Can I help you" I get up, turn around and fall over my feet. Two strong hands one out of Metal hold me so I don't fall.